The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate

2009-10-07T14:46:00.002+08:00

today is my 4th day with Kyocera. ^^ It takes 1.5 hours to reach here from yishun. Far.
Hoping that life in here will be better each day *hopeful.

Like best fren, took a power nap during lunch.. even dreamt about things...

In the dream, C came over to see me.. later on baby came over too.. then we were told to head to somewhere else.. so.. baby gave me a big grin and stretched out his hand and as per normally, I gave back the grin and happily took his hand but then... wondering should i have done that..

well.. sad to say.. yeap. We're on our own now.. I do miss him occasionally although I'm busy and stuff.. Life is great. *mixed feelings.. Hopefully everything will go smoothly from now..

kekeke.. lucky star lucky star, fly your way upon my path, for i wished that like any other, i'll be lucky enough

stupid. lolx

This colourgenics test really tells how I'm feeling right now

2009-09-10T23:56:00.002+08:00

Colorgenics Number: 61532470
Enough is enough - and you feel that you've had enough for a while. You don't need any more battles. You just would like to be able to shout 'stop' and experience a little peace and calm - even if it be only for a little while. This doesn't mean that you need to cut yourself off from the rest of the world - it just means that you are seeking some respite, some physical or emotional relaxation that could release some of the the tension and possibly reduce the internal conflict.
You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.
Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!
It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.
There is an inherent fear that you may be prevented from achieving the things you want. This activates your subconscious desire for peace of mind and mental security. It is increasingly obvious to you that the environment that you are in is not conducive to your well-being and so you are seeking fresh fields - somewhere free of conflict where you can RELAX and THINK.

2009-09-09T00:28:00.003+08:00

I am trying so hard to catch up with time.. But time does not wait neither does it slows down.. I'm so friggin tired. Totally screwed.

Mumps looked a like lyphm nodes.. SUX! TERRIBLE! I'm feeling so drained because of it. So many sleepless nights..

Changing of places again and again. It is good to settle in one place so THAT I CAN CONCENTRATE ON IT AND EVERYTHING ELSE. WHY BOTHER TO PUT ME SOMEWHERE else when I'm just doing all the mundane things AGAIN? Might as well just leave me there learning doing things which I can feel I am useful enough rather than being an AH SUM RIGHT? ='( Ended up I DID NOT LEARN ANYTHING NEW AT ALL. WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL ABOUT THAT PLACE?

To not social so that I do not have to greet and so I can avoid answering who is he/she and so that I can avoid another quarrel again. I'm tired. Tired of having to avoid, tired of pretend to not know anybody, tired to pretend that we use to be good friends and yet I know everyone is leaving me and all who had their new found friends. And what am I? Because I have chosed to avoid and therefore I have to accept the consequences. Do I look like some senseless or emotionless creature to you? Maybe I do.. but.. I'M NOT! I'm sensitive! I need everybody too.

Every morning, the moment I stepped into this place, it tells me, education's value is only for monetary purposes. It no longer holds the value of being wise for a good cause but more like being wise for the greed and money cause.

I cant stop thinking about the things that run through my thoughts. I'm tired.. Tired to question about what going on with life and where is the purpose. Although I have no thoughts of suicide, but seriously, I find no purpose in it. Not anymore.. But then life still goes on and I'm just like any other who might be thinking, whats the purpose? Why are there news that kids are killing their parents, kids being violent, some committed suicide, some abusing them and probably many more..

Why does stories of the olden days sound so carefree? Although it's tough but life is simple and happy. When there's food, clothes and shelter, they seem contented. Why cant people feel contented like that? How can I free myself from the greed which accumulates everytime?

To live is tiring. To find a purpose is tiring too.

I am so out of point.. From venting.. it turns to "emo-ing"..
sux.

I'M TIRED!!

trying hard to R.I.P x.X

2009-09-09T00:23:00.002+08:00

sux... feeling so upset right now.. Couldnt hand in my assignment on time. sux hell now. =(
for the past few months since mid july, nothing good has happened.

Sick, stressed and worst of all, all things to happen together. =( How to cope all these? Who can understand? I just need a little more peace.. T.T

I hate it when I can't blame anyone else except me, myself for being a jinx.

SUX I HATE EVERYTHING
*cries

2009-08-01T01:24:00.002+08:00

=( I think pathetic is the best word to describe what I am and how I feel.

Have been down on my luck since mid-month. Sux hell man. Damn depressed. Although the ups and downs are inevitable, the depressing part of it always manange to creep into my head for my to think about it. =(

2009-07-01T10:48:00.001+08:00

oh gosh..

I didn't know that I was so terribly on the "emo" side during the past..

tsk tsk..

Luckily.. things have been better now..

2009-06-18T00:30:00.002+08:00

I think I'm just too stress over too many things at a time..
*tired*

Teach me how to juggle studies, work, love ones and friends.

If everything is really so easy.. I won't be so vexed..
If I will listen, I won't be so vexed.
If he will understand, I won't be that vexed
If everybody understands, I think there's nothing much anymore
If only... What's the point of hoping for the impossible?

2009-04-16T14:48:00.002+08:00

It's either you join in the politics or you play dumb.

I think the worst part about being here is that there are lots of "white lies".

Sux. What a dumb choice.

Smaller private companies are still better than these monstrous place.

Journey on the bus

2009-03-20T10:59:00.003+08:00

Sunday, 8th March 2009

Mom's comin back from her Shanghai trip. Went to T3 to meet her at the departure hall..

During the journey on the bus to there, I kept thinking about a lot of things.. About the present, future and past. School is definitely something I miss during the last 6 years of my life. Going back involves lots of thinking and I don't know why. Whether it's either the financial problem that's bothering me orthe failing in papers part. Thinking bout what happened during Os is one of the another problem. It feels damn right sucky. argh

The past six years I'm stuck in being 17 in my mind.. Nothing really changes much.. Neither do I think my mind grows any mature than that.

-end-

20th March 2009

Called Janice to ask about the approval. wOOtx! Got it =D So next month I'm gonna start my course on "Financial Management". =D
I'm so excited and nervous about school =D and lots of worrying to do I think. =(
I really hope that life can be easier on me.. Being in another section is really something different and I think I'm happier too. =D Hopefully I don't mess up anything and that the next few months during my stay here everything goes smoothly. =D I'm gonna miss this section when I move on to the next one =(

-end-

20th March 2009

2009-03-20T10:55:00.000+08:00

Taken from the website: www.goldinuniverse.com

Name: Joyce
Date: 3/19/2009
Colorgenics Number: 34561207

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.

It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

2009-01-14T21:04:00.001+08:00

frustrations.
URGH!!!!!!
I think you cared more about your own feelings than how I felt!

Happy?!

My life is worth nothing compared to yours.

*feel stupid. URGH!

leave me alone!

2009-01-03T20:17:00.002+08:00

It felt so real.. You were just right beside me...

The countless times that I walked into the lift and it left just the two of us going down with it...
And I woke up handling on to your hand so tight...
The times when we were in the outer space in a cage ball like thing turning around in such heights..
Waking up to find myself to be so stupid to think we can have such an ending...

As I continue to read the books on "The Rules of Love" I came to the chapter or "Rule 21" with the title "Be together because you want to, not because you need to". I've finally grasp it or before I knew it I've applied it.. now..

Sighhh...

How can certain things be changed or controlled to make it better?

My mind is filled with so many of the "hows" and "whys"

2009-01-03T00:10:00.001+08:00

Bad things just happen one after another...

damn fuckin sucky...

lost one side of my pair or ear studs. *(&&*^*&^^&%^&%

2009-01-01T19:44:00.002+08:00

Flightless Bird, American Mouth
Iron And Wine

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming

Now I’m a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the white fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, brown hair bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down

Thursday, January 01, 2009 7:40PM

2009-01-01T19:40:00.004+08:00

I find myself to be so utterly stupid..
Why should I cry?
Why should I feel the pain?
Isn't this what I want when I've made up the decision?
Shouldn't I feel happier?
Shouldn't I?

No matter how much I cried.. Things are never gonna change..
No matter how much I cried.. Life still has to go on..
No matter how much I cried.. No matter how..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Terrible

01 January 2009

2009-01-01T15:50:00.005+08:00

We were enjoying that happy time we had..

The next moment..

It's like..

You're enjoying the Ferris Wheel when you were at the highest and the next moment, it came tumbling down..

I sat on the train as I cried.. All the mixed feelings.. It was worst than I thought and I couldn't control the tears at all..

When I thought I've finally found what I've been searching..
It wasn't what I thought it'll be.

I think it's about time to forget about it.
It's never gonna happen on me.
Reality will come and slap me on the face real hard at the worst time..
Dreams, hopes and whatever you can name it..
It ain't there for me right now.

I need more goals...
More melodies...

And I need..

Serenity.

2008-12-28T02:08:00.002+08:00

I'm totally "hay-wired'..

I just want to leave life simple now... If I can, I leave this place.. In search of a new life in a new place.

Hopefully... Let the melody bring me to attain what I called "Happiness".

Emofied

2008-08-24T00:23:00.001+08:00

felt so cheated... price of mixed breed should be ard $100-$150..

=(

lesson bought.

T.T

*very very upset. haix...

I hate you all

2008-08-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

I think I've got a very sweet and nice boyfriend but like others he's not perfect...

Because of my character... I think I can never be a good girlfriend..

I'm too playful and I love hanging out with my family and friends and tends to neglect him..

I'm sorry..

But I think I'll never change... or maybe not now..

I'm too rebellious..

sighhh....

when will the dark clouds clear to let sun shines again?? =(

I've missed out a lot of fun with my friends...

But I'm constantly missing him when he's not around...

When I'm with him... I miss everything...

When I'm with everyone.. I constantly misses him..

=(

Why can't I have best of both worlds?

To be with everyone... Happily? =(

2008-07-31T23:04:00.001+08:00

What is happiness?

sigh...

How many more years do I have to live?

I think there's more sadness than anything else

2008-06-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

Have you ever return home to hear from your family saying, "Why are you back today? Why did you move back?" in a hostile tone?

I did..

Most of the time, I feel like I don't belong to anywhere at all..

You still have your family who cared about you...

What about me? I think they just find me a nuisance you know? Moving around like that... Even if I don't when we quarrel they will still say the same thing, "Don't like it then move out la!".

At the end of the day... Where can I sought the peace and love?

Sometimes I start to day-dream about angels descending from heaven and wished they'd tell me, "God has sent us here to take you with us to a place where there is no worries, no quarrellings and where you'll be love."

In the end of the day...

I'll tell myself...

FAT HOPE.

I think the chances are higher that I'll burn in hell more than going to heaven..

2008-06-23T01:30:00.001+08:00

He said he doesn't trust me at all...

=(

After 189 days....

sighhhh

heartbreaking

2008-06-17T21:40:00.002+08:00

when will the day come where there is no more worries, no more quarrels and no more stress?

I'm really drained...

very exhausted...

How I wish...

How I wish...

How I wish...

There is nothing more that I can give...

I'm really very tired...

2008-05-31T02:04:00.000+08:00

What you hear and what you see might not be the truth. Let your heart rule and tell you which is true.

2008-05-17T10:54:00.004+08:00

The last entry or post I've made was way back on April 23!!! It's almost a month and I know I've been blogging so "little"

Well... I'll start with what I can remember..

April
I've went to JB with dar for 2 times if I'm not wrong... On the 17th, the 4th month anniversary of our r/s~ haa dar brought me there to catch a movie and have our meals there~ We checked out the price of the package to Genting too~ The promo is at RM109 for 2D1N.

After much considerations, we decided to take the package and extend it to 3D2Ns. =D It on cost us about RM169 which is about SDG73++ at that time. We stayed in First World Hotel. I thought it's gonna be very bad like what mom had told me. haa... When we got there, it didn't turn out to be that bad at all.. Well.. The only cons about it is that there's not room service, no wardrobe and no bathtubs. The pros is it's clean, bathroom is cleaner compared to Resort Hotel. It looks kinda like Downtown East chalet. haa..

Well... On our first day there, We had a tiff before dinner.. -.- Which lasted for about 2-3 hours. I couldn't remember the details so I'll just skip that.

We had met one family on the coach who are so inconsiderate. =/ The woman's son is so noisy all the way and complained to the coach driver about us. Irritating fellas. That woman blast the music [some CNY song] to the extend that I think those sitting at the front seats can hear it clearly! [that family happens to be on the second last seat which is just right in front of us]. We've got to endure that inconsiderate family from the time we board the bus till 7plus in the evening when they switched to another coach. =/ We were waiting for the Causeway bus at the Singapore Immigration Checkpoint for almost an hour.. T.T By the time we go back to Bishan, it's midnight already =(

Conclusion on Genting trip: 8/10 =D [I love my dar dar] I think maybe we should book seats on a better coach for the journey back home. Buy some snacks and cup noodles.

May
I received a call from Veron that I've been selected to work at Maybank starting on 2nd May. So that Friday was my first day.

On the first week of the job, nothing seems to be good at all.. Paper cuts and have staplets poking on the fingers. High-small-injuries prone.

Second week: Well, things get better as we start to do data-entries rather then sorting out those stacks of papers and folding boxes.

Although it turns out to be a lousy job at first but I'm still glad that I don't see that kind of species like what I saw on my previous job.

She keeps on saying how bad that girl is and doesn't want me to be near to her but she's doing it. Interesting... The other thing was.. She mentioned that her gift was taken away without her allowing it.. Ridiculous isn't it? If you don't want to give it away, can't you open your mouth? Anyway, it's also too thick-skin to take someone's gift when they never give it to you at all.

We went to Jb again in the 4th of May with dar's elder brother. That day dar dar also bought me my new pair of heels =D RM69.90. Then he reminds me again that I always spend so much money.... Sometimes he reminds me of the "Under One Roof - Moses Lim" xD

This year happens that we never celebrate Mother's Day with mom at all.. =( She's busy with work and Patrick has to go back on training. =(
On Mother's day, I went to dar's second sis house to celebrate as his mom stays with his sis. His 2 other sisters came too. Took some videos on new mobile LG iViewty KU990R! =D Very clear!! I love my phone now. =D

3 days of off. =D The bad thing is that pay isn't out yet so there's nothing much I can do so dar dar and I will be resting at home =D

2008-04-23T12:53:00.002+08:00

The first time I'll be going to Genting with dar dar =D

Went to shop in JB last Thurs and yesterday. Saw a pair of white heels I like and use to have =D

2008-03-29T12:39:00.009+08:00

26th March 2008
Went out to meet Jing Hui [my uncle's fiancée] to accompany her to try out her bridal gowns for her wedding and the make-up to go with the gowns. I was late and missed the bus-stop which I was suppose to meet her. =/ I hurriedly finish my plate of bee hoon within the next five to ten minutes and went off to the bridal shop with her.

There was a couple there taking photo shot so we've got to wait a while as the make-up artist can only do Jing Hui's make-up after that lady's make-up and hairdo has been done as their shot is still going on. While the artist is busy doing her make-up, another 2 couples came and both of them are suppose to take the outdoor-shot so we've got to be the fourth one then. =( Since it'll take a very long time, she decided to go down to choose the gowns first. She tried on 4 different white gowns but still be preferred this one:
I choose a few night gowns for her and we finally decided on this:

Aunt Eve came to meet us after she knocks off from work. This is how Jing Hui looks like after her make-up is done:
Haa.. She's gonna show it to Uncle Jonathan. We went to buy lotteries after that and head off to AMK Hub to walk around while waiting for dar to knock off. I overate at the foodcourt. T.T

Aunt called later at night to ask about her lottery tickets. It seems like she has misplaced them. She told me she stroke the 4D and won $250 but couldn't find her tickets so she called to asked if I had passed to her. =( Wondering have she found it or not..

27th March 2008 - Yong Qi and Ying Qi's Birthday [A trip to the Zoo]
We woke up early in the morning about 7.45am and got out of the house together with his brother at about 8.50am. Reached Ang Mo Kio station at 9am sharp and after that we head off to meet dar's 2 other sisters at the Mac. When we reached there, they were nowhere in sight so we waited a while for them. After 5 minutes, they're here with the babies. Dar's eldest sister came first with her hubby and baby Sherwin then after a while later, Dar's mother, second sis, her hubby, her maid Yati and the twins also the birthday girls Yong Qi and Ying Qi came. We had a heavy breakfast and after that we left to take the bus to the Zoo. As dar's first bro-in-law have to go off to work, he left first.

We took quite a few photos and these are the ones I have:

During dinner at Dian Xiao Er

Another post that bores any reader

2008-03-24T15:03:00.004+08:00

There's nothing much to post nowadays..

I've been slacking at home with dar most of the time or we'll be at some other place having dinners again. Had lots of crab for the month and this sat crabs again. =D

The few places we went to:
Swissotel [Ellenborough Market Café] they were having crab buffet but we didn't get to eat much - We spent a total of $158 for the buffet. [Dar's Bro, dar and me]

Uncle Leong - We spent a total of $97++ and ate 2 crabs. Chili crab and Crab Bee Hoon DELICIOUS =D [Agnes, dar and me]

Uncle Leong - Again~!! =D This time we add the steamed crab. Not as nice as we expected it but the Crab bee hoon sure taste nicer than before! *drools* Spent $178++

Imperial Court Shark's Fin Restaurant - Price unknown. We were invited to the restaurant to celebrate Ying Qi and Yong Qi's birthday [dar's nieces and they're twins]~ They're 1 yrs old now~ =D They are born on the same zodiac [pig] as dar's. haa~ They are so adorable and sweet. A couple held their wedding banquet on that day while we were seated in the private room having the birthday celebration. We can see their banquet from the glass door. haa..

Went to the Mandai Crematorium to visit Ah Gong last Saturday. It started to pour heavily after we reached there about 5 minutes. We forgot to bring the umbrellas on our way out so Patrick and Uncle got drenched when they were burning the joss papers. The rain made it hard for the papers to be burnt so in the end we've got no choice but to leave it as it is. Then we called the cabs to go home. Was late to meet dar and had some unhappy incidents =(

Nothing much happened yesterday.. Cooked chicken. The last few piece tasted like honey glazed chicken.

Meetin my sis and my bro-in-law to watch "The Orphanage" tonight.

2008-03-10T11:04:00.002+08:00

So what shall I do next? =( *self-reflecting*
Sleeping time seems to shorten a lot more nowadays.

I woke up the same time as you..
No appetite for breakfast.
Still wondering what is Pandora battery for and the purpose.. Found out what is iR Shell for and that many people couldn't play homebrews for Ver 3.90 OE.

Yesterday
We were arguing for the next moment.. It took about 5 hours for us to cool down and forget about what happened. =(

Played monopoly again. =( I'm always the first to go bankrupt.
Conclusion: I'm the worst when it comes to financial planning.

End of the day: I'm happy. Are you?

With love
-Wifey

2008-02-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

*pissed*

Frustrations.

C'mon, if you did totally then I won't be asking you. All you do is to point your finger and said "THERE". Wrong information given to me and instead of explaining clearly you just blabber about to yourself and said "never mind, you don't need to learn it anyway". If you did hand over, then why do you apologise in front of the Manager that you have not hand over the OPERATION REPORT.

2008-02-25T11:03:00.000+08:00

Thanks bitch =/

2008-02-16T20:24:00.005+08:00

I cannot resist the temptation of the Luxory Edition of Motorola MOTORAZR2 V8.

I really love the classic look of the phone!!! I kinda like my Motorola V3i at the end.. sms is definitely much more easier with that compared to any other phones. The only bad thing about my previous V3i is that I can only use iTunes to play my music simultaneously which kinds of turn me off as I got to load the same music file twice into my phone - one for the player and the other for my ring tone. sux.

Full Description of MOTORAZR2 V8

Prolly I will get this phone on my birthday month!! =D maybe the price will be down by then *prays*

I love my job. =p

Spent my first Valentine's day with Hubby and we watched the movie "P.S I Love You".

The first movie that made me teared throughout the whole movie. T.T

*Touched* It's a highly recommended movie!! Guys, please remember to bring tissues along for the girls~ =D

Went to David Boss' house yesterday night to bai nian. =D He gave one angbao to me too. Everyone has one~ =D He has a very adorable 6months old girl and she smiles to anyone who plays with her~ Hubby was so sweet to come and fetch me from boss' house =D

But the after part ain't that good =( We argued about things with regards about me again =(

All finally ended this early morning =D

*I love you. =D *muackx*

My mommy told us guys have PMS too. LOLx.. We were laughing at Hubby cause he have ulcers in his month almost every month at a period of a time and every time when he has ulcers he will be on mood swing and find small little things to argue with me. LOLx.. I always call him "ger ger" when it happens. Hahaha..

Hubby... Do you know that I always look forward to see you everyday and being greeted with that dimple-smile of yours? =D Everything is so sweet when you're in a good mood.. But when it's bad, it feels like hell =( Next time when you're in a bad mood, I will catagorise it as PMS.

Today Jenny, Auntie Mary and Jasmine saw dar dar at the Mrt station. LOlx.. Then Jasmine calls him "cute cute boyfriend". LOlx.. When he saw them, he was blushing for the next 5 mins till our train arrived. HAHAHAHA SHY RIGHT!!!!??? [He's pouting when I asked him. LOLx =p I'm very bad right. lmao]

Waiting for Monday~ Work is fun. =D Everything is new to me... I think I'll be having problems with the flowchart.. It has been almost 10 years since I last drew one after that course I attended during Secondary 1. T.T *worried*

Hopefully everything will go on smoothly and I'll be able to learn as much as I can. Need to sleep more if not my brain keeps retarding.. Cannot concentrate 100% on it. I hate my fringe. It's neither short nor long enough -.- Shouldn't have cut it last November. =/ I hate to clip my hair the way I do. I look like a Maltese. -.- But to clip it on the side it looks awful too. So either way it looks weird. sux

I'm waiting for the lunar 15th of the month to pass so I can get my new pair of heels!!! That covered wedges of mine is really damn loose and makes it so hard to walk especially when I have to wear that black pants of mine. I hate the cutting of the 2 pants. Jeans is still the best =D but I can't wear it to work =(

Dar said we can go for the outing on 1st march with Khoon yi and the rest but I'm not too sure whether I have to stay till late or not as Auntie Mary will be coming down to help me familiarize with my job scope and the necessary things I need to prepare daily, weekly and monthly. But I think I'll join them only after I'm done with the learning as Auntie Mary can only come on alternate Saturdays.

Can't wait for Monday.. Hopefully I will love my job all the while and nothing will be able to make me hate it =D

2008-02-14T17:40:00.002+08:00

The first time I start blogging from my new workplace. =D

Firstly, I would like to wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day!!

It has been quite some time since I last blog right? So I guess there's pretty much more to fill up for this post but as I'm still in the office right now I can only do so when I'm back at home.

To summarise everything in short, I'm happy with my new job =D

2008-02-06T04:53:00.000+08:00

Got my new job yesterday. Will be signing the appointment letter on Monday and after that, I've got to rush off for work. Will meet hubby right after work to go to the agency to sign the confirmation letter.

Kinda busy lately. Hardly have enough time for sleep. High anxiety. Stress problems increasing. Arguments and quarrels on a rising level. Hopefully it'll all go away soon.

I love you my baby boy
-Wifey

2008-02-03T15:54:00.001+08:00

Chinese new year is coming in another few days time..
Mommy, aunt and Cyndi has been pestering me to do my own spring cleaning.

Not enough time!!! =p Minus the slacking and going out.. I wonder when will I be able to clear up everything.. Actually it wont be long... Lots of things need to be thrown away.. Just that certain things need to be kept.. Well.. It's the keeping part that annoys me. Insufficient drawers.

I love you Hubby~ muackx

Hubby bought me present yesterday!!!! My favourite dress!!

M)phosis black dress @ $63.30.
He really has a high maintenance girlfriend.. lolx
Muackx~~~

2008-02-02T05:11:00.000+08:00

Thoughts running through my head...
Sigh..

Hubby..

=(

*Prays*
Everything to be fine.. Nothing will go wrong..

ARGHHHHhhhhhh

2008-02-01T11:53:00.000+08:00

A tough time going on at home..

One of the worst point during life.. Things has been going very bad lately..
Everyone's down on their luck =(
No bonus for the year
Jobless
Conflicts
No money ar!!! =(

Whatever you name it...

Conclusion: "Clean shit for end of the year".

Everything is going up.. Things getting more and more expensive.. Do they seriously want to lessen down the vehicles? If they do, why don't they just jack up the price on vehicles instead of creating MORE ERP GANTRIES!!! sux man... It doesn't help at all.. And the stupid cab prices.. I think they are encouraging more people to buy their own cars..

Higher cab price equals to:

Please walk MORE
Please SQUEEZE in Mrt and Buses MORE
Please get out of your house EARLIER to avoid being late from THE ABOVE
DONT go out LATE AT NIGHT. (means no clubbing for budget control)
Those who are drunk please WALK HOME
POORER taxi drivers
BIGGER "HOLE" in the pocket
Night Rider Buses to have more passengers
Sucky long detour rides on the bus
If you're late, you can forget ABOUT the idea of TAKING A CAB

Why do they have to rise the charges by so much? Is that really fair for all? Poor taxi drivers~
For those who claim the cab fares.. Pity their companies for they've got to pay more for the rides too!! More expenses!!!

Tsk tsk tsk... 2008 = spend more $$

Why isn't there an increment on the wages when consumers are being forced to pay more?

It's like a typhoon coming.. Rich people getting richer while the poor struggles to earn more but end up earning lesser and being poorer.

FINANCIAL PROBLEMS!!

Who dares to get married and have kids?

If one cannot provide for him or herself, how do you think he/she can be responsible for the family? It'll become a biig burden..

It leads to financial problems, weird children up-bringing, bad influence to the kids, more gambling, more bills to pay.

I wonder will it lead to children being forced to work before they're at a matured age?

Sometimes.. These thoughts makes me take a step back in planning for a family in the future..

I wonder does the rest think alike?

================================================================
Awaiting for the lunar new year..
Hoping that things will run smoothly or be better in the coming year..
Those studying will get good grades, working will have advancement in their company and get lots of bonus~

*Prays that everybody will strike the lottery* => fat hope

I want my small small angbao with lots of money =p

So sad..
Yesterday went to J8 at m)phosis with hubby and found out that the dress I like is sold out AGAIN =( I told him it'll be out of stock but he didn't believe me so we went there to see and to make myself feel disappointed again.. sighh =(

Anyways, these aren't really the important part.. =p

The important part is.. At least we can go back together and spent time together. I really love to spent time with him even though we're just at home only..

Sometimes you might think that I do not care when you're upset.. But I really do.. When you're upset.. You can't feel how upset I am too..

Most importantly..

I love you

Do you know...? That I start to miss you dearly every time when you're leaving for work? ='(

Countdown to tomorrow night..

I'm greedy right? =p

With lots of love
-Wifey

2008-01-29T15:03:00.002+08:00

After 3 full days of pms.. I'm finally better..

Sure feels like hell..

Hubby didn't call or msg me till I sms-ed him =(

Well.. he replied once only.. uber sad =(

Anyways...

Love you loads~

-Wifey

2008-01-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

I hate myself so much...

Hope that I'd die early..

Being so psycho now.. =(

I think God will put me in Hell..

For not cherishing what I have now and able to live..

I feel like tearing myself apart..

Physical pain does not relieve the mental pain..

I wanted very much to slap myself...

To wake up from these..

I don't understand why I've been feeling so upset for the past few days till now..

Suicidal feelings...

I'm crazy..

2008-01-28T15:45:00.000+08:00

ouch.. mood swing.. pms.. =(

That sentence...

anger seems endless..

vex*

stupid day

2008-01-26T19:32:00.001+08:00

Damn =/

I will never prepare any food anymore. Neither will I cook. Stupid wanton idea.

Hate myself. *idiot*

26th January 2008; 12:05:00PM

2008-01-26T12:05:00.000+08:00

Being love by someone you love is one of the happiest thing in life.
I love my darling~

Got up early in the morning and went out with Hubby. Carried so many things *tired*

Went to the NTUC to buy the "wanton skin", "chye sim", fishball and mince pork.

Andrew saw me at the stairs outside of the station. I was so tired till I actually didn't notice him walking pass till he called my name. My buckle of the other side of my slippers broke too. How unlucky. -.-

Rang mommy up but she didn't pick up so I assume that she's on her way to work but it turn out that she was in the bathroom.

Made the wanton and tried some of it later on. Not so bad..

Feeling so sleepy now..

Waiting for Aunt Eve's call..

Countdown to Hubby's knock off time so we can have dinner together. =D

I love you
-Wifey

2008-01-25T00:07:00.001+08:00

It seems pretty hard in getting a job that I like.. When I've finally found it, I didn't do my job well.

Pretty upset as I don't get to see him for today. Think I've got used to seeing him everyday.. =(

Need a new job badly..

2008-01-25T00:06:00.001+08:00

Do you know.. I'm feeling.. so.. =(

I miss you badly..

Another one and a half day to go before I get to see you again..

Going crazy I suppose..

*mood swings*

2008-01-16T00:23:00.001+08:00

Loving you more and more each day

Hubby started his first day at Vivo today. =D
Got to jia you ok?
Our goal of 2 years. =(

I'm starting my new job in another 9 hours time. Wonder how it'll be like. Hopefully I'll love my job. I still have to keep reminding myself the four words, "I Love My Job".

Things have been going on smoothly. My mother has recovered from her viral infection/flu. =D

Although it is crazy but hopefully the plan will still be going on then finally we can do the reception at the end of the year.

Loving you dearly as always
Wifey

2008-01-12T12:33:00.001+08:00

ok.. I don't like it. =/
Wait till you see this then you'll know -_________________-

Talk to her some more =/

2008-01-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

10th January 2008
Hubby left for his interview @ 3.30pm. He came back in the late evening and bought me KFC for dinner =p Aunt Lisun, grandma and Cyndi was disturbing us saying, "we should ask him to go home. Bye weirong!". =( They're so bad

11th January 2008
Aunt Eve came to visit mom today. She made her 2 chinese red packet lanterns for her to put up. Later on they went to the NTUC to buy the things to prepare for dinner. Mom's the cook today. Uncle Edmund came too, followed by Cyndi and Patrick. =D

Hubby.. You know..

I've always miss you dearly right?
=p Love yea
-Wifey

2008-01-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hubby woke up very early to buy breakfast for mom and me.. He got to go for an interview in the late afternoon so he wore his formal clothes. =( He slept very late last night because I didn't want to hang up.

Woke up at 6.30am to get ready. Hubby came when I was about to come out from shower. After putting on my make up and getting changed, we ate our breakfast and got out of the house.

Waited for 2 hours for her blood test result. Her platelet dropped to 168k today.. Have to go again on this Saturday morning. She cannot take her blood test at the nearby polyclinic because her platelet is dropping.

2008-01-10T01:32:00.001+08:00

The Colors of Love Test

My Result: Sensual Partner

You're looking for a loyal love who can share your dreams and fantasies — both in and out of the bedroom. In fact, your greatest desire may be to share your intimate life with another person who can truly appreciate your sensual world. Because sex and sensuality are such valued parts of your life, these things are likely non-negotiables when it comes to finding a life partner. You're also looking for the kind of person who will value success and appreciate the finer things in life.

Take this test >

2008-01-10T01:19:00.001+08:00

The Relationship Color Test

My Result: Red

This means that you tend to be a passionate partner who isn't at all shy about communicating what you're thinking and feeling to the one you love. It can be very important to you that your partner both hears your perspectives and understands where you're coming from. As a result, in your mind it's often best to talk about problems immediately, even if that talk leads to a heated discussion. That's the fiery Red in you. Your convictions are important to you and you're willing to defend them fervently if need be.

Take this test >

2008-01-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

Take Test

2008-01-10T00:28:00.001+08:00

The Ultimate Personality Test

My Result: Millionaire

You're very ambitious and personable, and you've got a great sense of humor. You care a lot about how you look. You're bursting with self-confidence, and people admire you for your achievements and determination.

Behind that bold exterior you sometimes worry that you're not good enough. You can also be so critical of your work that it verges on self-destructive. You aim to succeed — and you'll quickly crush anyone who stands in your way.

And that's just scratching the surface!

Take this test >

2008-01-10T00:18:00.001+08:00

The Zodiac Match Test

My Result: Leo

Leos may catch your eye with their outgoing ways and flamboyant personal presence. But as you get to know them, you're even more likely to be drawn to your Leo's strength and loyalty. Be aware, people born under this sign are known for seeking pleasure at every turn. Typically, they aren't afraid to take risks to get what they want. This can-do, forceful nature can make Leos seem a bit domineering at times. However, a Leo partner will also usually be very willing to work through any problems that arise between the two of you. In the bedroom, you'll likely find the Lion to be a romantic lover with an ample sex drive. This is just another aspect of their love for life, attention, and fun.

Take this test >

2008-01-10T00:08:00.001+08:00

Your Gender Identity

My Result: Balanced gender focus

People who are androgynous have both strong masculine and strong feminine qualities. Androgynous people tend to be both action and people oriented, and are usually able to successfully take on a diverse range of roles that cross gender-role boundaries.

Take this test >

2008-01-09T23:53:00.001+08:00

The Sex IQ Test

My Result: Average

Looks like you need to brush up on your sex smarts! Wonder which questions you got wrong? Then read your personalized Sex IQ Report to find out all the answers to the test!

Take this test >

2008-01-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

One day I will fill it up..

and sing it..

A promise..

That I shall keep.

2008-01-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

(Hubby and I have the same horoscope)

Your Sign: Leo (In a Relationship)

Does a certain situation keep cropping up in your lives? The cosmic truth is that the more annoying this issue is, the greater the lesson you have to learn from it. Be patient and look beyond the surface.

Your Sign: Leo (Single)

Your momentum is on fire right now. If the universe puts an obstacle in the way, you'll step over it without a second thought. So, when it comes to romance, take it all in stride. Great if it works out, but if not, so be it. There's more what that came from.

2008-01-09T13:27:00.001+08:00

The Love Test

My Result: Idealistic Romantic

The rituals of romance are important to you. And for that reason, if the object of your affections doesn't appreciate the value of things like red roses and candlelight dinners, they might not hold your interest for very long. However, you're not just looking for a thoughtful date who appreciates romantic gestures. You seek a deeper emotional bond.Once you find that special love, you'll probably be the first to declare that you're head-over-heels rather than hold back you're emotions. After all, what good is being in love if you can't share it?

Take this test >

2008-01-09T01:07:00.002+08:00

I haven't been updating my blogs for a few days..

Things between Hubby and I are going fine. Happily together. I love you.
The bad news is my mom isn't well and I hope that she'll recover soon...
Saw Irean and her sister Belle at Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Belle's not feeling well..

Although we have been arguing about the same thing during the week before but hopefully it ends there. We are very "superstitious" about the word "quarrel". haha

I love you
Wifey

2008-01-09T01:07:00.001+08:00

Sunday 6th Jan 2008, 12:10am, she was feeling feverish.. Gave her paracetamol.. Let's just pray that it isn't dengue..

Monday 7th Jan 2008,

10:00pm - she's having rashes all over her back.. Might be dengue.. Symptoms alike. Blood shot eyes..
10:30pm - more rashes showing.. Sent a sms to Uncle Jonathan, Aunt Eve, Cyndi and Patrick about it..
11:00pm - We took uncle Jonathan's car to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to let her have her blood test..

Tuesday 8th Jan 2008,

12:00am - The doctor said we have to wait for an hour before the blood test report will be out.
01:00am - The doctor went to check the report.. More rashes are appearing..
01:30am - The result is out but we have to wait till the doctor is free to explain to us about it.
02:30am - Blood test shows that her platelet is still on the normal level. Given 3 days of MC and to return for another blood test on the 10th Jan 2008 at 8:30am.
12:20pm - More rashes appearing on her torso.. Rashes appearing on limbs too. To bring her to the polyclinic for another blood test just in case her platelet drops.
03:15pm - Report shows that her blood test of her platelet previously was 240k and her current one is 180k. A decrease of 60k within that 14 hours... Getting more worried.. She was still joking around that time.. Sense that she's pretty worried too..

Her fever is going on and off.. Rashes seems to be slightly lighter.. Still having fever right now.. Gave her some vitamin C and let her have her medicine and some water..

2008-01-09T01:06:00.001+08:00

The thing I worry most might be happening..
She might be down with dengue.. I just hope that she'll be safe and be healthy always..

The previous time when she had dengue I was crying at night.. This time it seem harder to control the tears as this might be her second time having it. They say that it'll be very serious when you have dengue for the second time as it's very hard to recover back.. All I hope for is her fast recovery..

23 years of her life she has been working hard from day till night 24/7 without stopping.. She has no choice but to work and work. All she cared about was her kids.. We've all became a burden to her be it financially or mentally. She thinks about us even when it's bedtime.. She has to work even when she's sick.. She'll grumble sometimes but still she carries on without fail providing us with what she can give.

No matter how hard I try to control it.. It'll just flow.. Heartache.. It's kinda hard to face her sometimes.. Afterall I am not as strong.. I'm trying.. I want to be selfish.. but.. can I?

2008-01-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

Given up the interview at zouk =(

Tomorrow I've got to go for an interview at 8.30 at TH1 Level 5 and 12pm at Tyco.

The manager from Tyco called me in the early noon to inform me about my second interview. That time they mentioned that if I am shortlisted, they will call me back to talk about the remuneration package. I wonder how it'll be.

2008-01-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

Hubby has been accompanying me everyday. He'll be startin work at 9am later. His new job at SingPost.

Still not sleeping yet. Haa.. Online chatting with me now =p

Love you dearly
Wifey

2007-12-31T05:30:00.001+08:00

I'm so dead now.. Finally done with the checking of the bus to the place.. omg.. 5.30 AM -______-

If Hubby reads this.. I'll be so dead..

x_X

Feeling damn tired now..

I think by the time I'm lying on my bed should be 6AM. =O

DEAD

Missing You
Wifey

2007-12-31T01:36:00.001+08:00

I have finally made notice about the change of the url of this blog. I wonder will anyone take notice about it..

2007-12-31T01:06:00.000+08:00

Now it's Monday, 31/12/2007, the last day of 2007, and the eve of the New Year 2008. Resolutions? Still thinking, but I think I know what I want. It'll be our 15th day together.

It has been the third or fourth time that we talk about my dressing. When can it stop? Why am I not like any other girls on the street who is contented with a tee? I think I need to be more conservative about that.. I still have to try harder on that. Sighh...

First of all, I'd like to wish everyone a Happy New Year's Eve. 2008 is coming soon in less than 24 hours. Lets all hope and pray that in the year 2008 will be a fruitful year and love, peace and joy will spread around every soul in the world. May God bless us all healthy, joyful and safe for the year ahead.

There isn't anything I can do... You can't talk due to the pain from the ulcer and your lip is turning purple..

I just love your smile.. But still, I hate your glare. Haha.. Nobody likes being glared anyway. =p

I've got to go Zouk for an interview at 11am later. Got to wake up at 8.30am. I think it'll take me at least 1 hour and 30 minutes to reach. He said he'll wake me up later. =D

We've been seeing each other everyday. After he get up in the morning, he'll get prepared to come to my house =D It's really very sweet of him.. After work, no matter how tired he is, he'll find time to accompany me. 2nd January 2008 is coming in less than 48 hours. I wonder after he start his new job will we be able to spend time together happily or will any one of us argue about the time we spent together or about any other issues.

He told me to start saving for 2 years..

What will happen to us within these 2 years?

God bless us please.

With Love
Wifey

2007-12-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

Something's wrong with my keyboard and I've got no choice but to blog using this on-screen keyboard. It's straining my wrist when I click simultaneously and it hurts. =(

Hubby had quite a few ulcers and it seems like it's very very painful. I think I'm too saddist already cause I can enjoy the tremendous pain of putting the salt onto the ulcer. =p Hubby & my sis said I'm psycho. Haha.. =x

My throat hurts.. Headaches too.. My eyes hurts too. *sick* But I think hubby's condition is worst than mine.

It took me almost half an hour to type this out. -____-

I miss you darling,
have a good rest,
love ya,
muaCkx
-Wifey

2007-12-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

I think I'm very blessed because I have someone who dotes me. =p

I think we are displaying our affection everywhere and it seems to upset a lot of people =( But we never meant it that way. It's just that.. I don't know.. =p

I Love You.

2007-12-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

I really like to disturb him so that he'll be a little angry with me.. =p *muackx*

My wisdom tooth is still growing and giving me headaches. He was worried all the while.. =( I'm sorry..

I went to TH2 to surprise him. =D Suppose to be going out with Khoon Yi, Kelvin and Xiu Zhi. But since Khoon Yi was having a headache, Xiu Zhi went back home instead.. I think it's prolly because we want to tag along which upsets her =( Then we bid Khoon Yi and Kelvin goodbye and head for Orchard.

He bought me a passion fruit and green mint ice-cream, then we had a Korean sausage and my favourite cup corn!! Hubby don't like herbal drinks!! In the end I drank most of it. =/

He was angry with me when we were going down the escalator cause of the comment I gave.. =( I'm sooooo sorry.. I never meant that way. Really.

He sent me home as usual.

Waiting for him and will be heading for bed soon. He don't like it when I sleep late.

Loving you,
Wifey

2007-12-27T01:54:00.001+08:00

The 2 photos we took outside Ben & Jerry's

Merry Xmas~
I love you
muackx =x

Wifey

2007-12-27T00:33:00.001+08:00

Had a bad dream this afternoon..

He's married and had a son around the age of 1 or 2. The loving family of three. His wife is a malay girl who looks very sweet and about the same age as me. Heartache took over me..

When I woke up, I was feeling so upset about it.. It seems to affect me for the whole day.. I told him about it when I woke up.. He told me not to be bothered by it.. I couldn't stop thinking. =(

Taxi fare has finally gone up again. Peak hour is almost the same as midnight charge. Gosh.. I think we've got to go home earlier now or I think we should cut down on the taxi rides.

We finally went to the new shopping mall today. Newly open and there is still a lot of vacant shops. Getting there should be quite hard.

Do you know that it's getting harder and harder to forget you? Your smiles melt my heart. I don't know how long all these sweet moments can last for.. But all I wish for is that all these will never go away.

I love you,
Wifey

2007-12-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

Watched I am Legend on Christmas eve. The show wasn't up to our expectations but prolly it's more worth it to watch on a weekday.

After the movie, Khoon Yi and Kelvin came to the Cathay to meet us. Had Ben & Jerry's then we went off to the esplanade.

Head back home at 2.30am.

Although it was just a movie and a ice-cream treat, we still had fun and Khoon Yi took a video of us eating the fruits. LOLx.. =p

I love you darling,
Wifey

2007-12-23T08:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was his first time coming over to uncle Jonathan's place. As usual, he's nervous =x Aunt eve and family invited him to go out with them at Orchard but we declined as 1. He's too nervous 2. More privacy.

After bidding goodbyes to aunt Eve, uncle Edmund and Ivy, he told me, "你好像另外一个人" (you're like a total different person). I was like speechless for a moment then got nervous after that. So I ask him what made him think that way.

It continued for almost the entire journey from Ang Mo Kio to Pasir Ris. Gosh.. From then on, the two of us seems to be spiting each another or prolly I was the one who's angry and he's apologising. Then he kept mentioning about my dressing and I was trying to compromise while he kept apologising. It drives me mad suddenly. I think I was just ain't at the mood listening to all these. Just want to have some peaceful time with him and happily going out. =(

This whole thing, started from the ride, till we get to IKEA, lasted for 2 whole damn hours. Totally frustrated. I almost blew off my top and start scolding him. I think I'm having mood swings. Really on a very sensitive and bad mood. But it all cool down after the walks in IKEA.

After IKEA, we went to Giant to walk around. Freezing cold and the hairs on my carves are standing. He's cold too cause I've been wearing his jacket since we've been arguing about my
dressing at Whitesands =/

End our day there after Giant.

Actually I think I couldn't bear the thought of being angry for too long. But it seems like he's pretty affected by it. He look so shag. Since Monday it seems like he has not been getting any sufficient rest at all and the coughs are still dare. =( I feel so bad about making him stay up till so late everyday. A very inconsiderate girlfriend I've been. =(

This morning he look so shag with dark eye rings. Suppose to meet him later after he knocks off and to go to his house for his family gathering. Kinda nervous and pretty sleepy right now.

Another 1 more hour to go before he turns up for work. I guess he's pretty exhausted now.. =(

I'm so sorry..

Muackx, I love you
-Wifey

2007-12-22T04:45:00.000+08:00

Browsing through photos of the past.

I want to go genting!! =p Bring me there again!!

Hubby's still awake.. wondering what he's doing.. Thought he would fall a sleep or something..

*another sleepless night*

Missing you, muackx
-Wifey

2007-12-21T02:27:00.000+08:00

Finally the change of my URL.

More things to do later..

Very sleepy now...

2007-12-21T01:44:00.001+08:00

In the end..
I told him..
The official date actually starts from Monday. =p
*muackx
with love
Wifey

2007-12-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

17th December 2007.

I don't know how to set entries with password. So I guess I still have to keep this part to myself. =( We .... ..... ........

2007-12-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

weird weird weird.. I feel kinda lost.. Weird or mixed feelings. I think it's time to change my blog name.

2007-12-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

my primary photo in friendster. Nice? =x.

2007-12-18T12:35:00.000+08:00

2007-12-18T05:49:00.000+08:00

That's Amore - Jam

2007-12-18T05:38:00.000+08:00

That's How You Know - Amy Adams

"That's How You Know" from Disney's ENCHANTED (Full Clip)

So Close - Jon McLaughlin

Enchanted - Happy Working Song - Amy Adams

2007-12-18T05:33:00.001+08:00

Disney's Enchanted - "Happy Working Song" (Actual Footage)

2007-12-18T05:32:00.001+08:00

Enchanted - True Love's Kiss - Amy Adams & James Marsden

2007-12-18T05:30:00.001+08:00

Ever Ever After - Carrie Underwood

2007-12-18T05:28:00.001+08:00

2007-12-18T05:27:00.000+08:00

As usual I still love the soundtracks from all Disney movies. ^^ Will post all of them.

2007-12-15T03:09:00.000+08:00

14th December 2007

Today was such a tiring day but it all ended well =p

Went to the interview with Khoon Yi, Xiu Zhi and Danyu. It was a SingTel MioTV Standalone Direct Marketing sales job just like the one I did for Starhub 4 years back. I really hate house visiting or what you'll call it canvassing. It wasn't the slams or the rejects but the thoughts of going in to some stranger's house. Who the hell knows whether that guy is psychotic or not? I think this will never be a "think too much" situation.

Alvin Loo came to meet Danyu after our interview and took the bus with us to Eunos. After alighting from the train (towards Boon Lay) at City Hall interchange, Danyu and Xiu Zhi boarded the train (the train that goes towards Jurong East) before Alvin got the chance to step in. LOLx.. Poor him. Since Khoon Yi and I decided to stay at City Hall we bid him goodbye from the station and also notify him about the countdown that we might be going.

After the quick bites and my cup of clam chowder, we went off to the Telephony house to look for Kelvin. I think I gave him a call and he said something which irritates me again. So I actually replied him, "I'm accompanying her. Then you go home la! bye lo!". He really likes to irritate me.

Went to TH1 to find Kelvin and I saw Angel after I came out from the lift. She looked well-dressed and very pretty too. What a fine lady she has become. I saw Jenny in the same office when I was walking towards Kelvin's table with Khoon Yi. Then I was thinking, my sick nai baby must be there too. So I went over to the place where they were seated and she's really there! She's so sick that her voice changed so drastically. I was already pretty shocked in the afternoon when she called. After that we followed Kelvin back to TH2. I was like sneaking in to avoid them seeing me. In the end I got spotted by Daniel despite trying to hide behind the partitions. *sharks* LOLx.. Then we all went off together. Khoon yi and Kelvin abandoned me for their bus to "the Cathay". *sObs* *Awkward*

I was with Lalat and the pig, then we board the train together and they played PES2007 for the whole journey. I was feelin tired so I had my rest for a short while.

He brought me to the Addidas shop at J8 to meet Nimi. Seems like he's too shy so I walked to Nimi while he walked in to the shop to find his friends. Had dinner with Jo and Nimi at the foodcourt while Shi Jie went to meet her friends at cafe cartel which is also where Nimi wants to have her dinner. LOLx.. Jo told us about where Shi Jie has gone to after we ordered our food and so Nimi was rolling her eyes and said, "that where I want to have my dinner!". LOLx..

Went to the Coffee Beans to continue our conversation and I'm going crazy due to the lack of sleep.

We stayed on till 10pm while Jo went off first. So left Nan, Nimi and me. =D

We waited.. then I sms-ed him. LOlx.. ok.. fine.. >.< don't talk about it anymore *shy* The movie for Wardlords ended and he met me there with Nan and Nimi around. LOlx.. *shy*

Walked towards the park and back to the station. Details should be confidential. =p

He forwarded a weird sms to me which I didn't know how to reply him.

Thanks for the "guts" boosting. =x LOlx

2007-12-15T03:02:00.000+08:00

Post: 13th December 2007

oh gosh.. I saw that shooting star last night with Nimi and "Braba" at Bishan Amphitheatre. It was so bright and beautiful. I was too stunned to make my wish =x

It was such an enjoyable night. So we actually had something in common too. Something Nimi is so used to hearing. =p I had my heaviest meal out of my whole week's diet.

Bleach Episode 152

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Tsubasa Tokyo Revelations Episode 1

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I've been picking up Japanese lately. Still trying to figure out the usage and watching my animes. =D hopefully I'll be able to learn it fast.

2007-12-13T01:50:00.000+08:00

I slept at 4 this morning and got up 3 hours later. Normally I couldn't stand sleeping for such a short time cause I'll feel sick after that but this time I can take it for so long without feeling sick at all. *wonders*

Went to zap the card for mommy and bought a pack of envelope which is 2 times bigger than the card. -________- they dun sell it in one piece so I got to purchase 1 pack and to carry it for the whole night =/ Went to the S.A.M machine and forgot that I am suppose to put the exact amount into it. I insert a $1 coin and it gave me back a few stamps of worth that $1. Damn it. =/ As I couldn't find the post box at Yishun, I went off to meet Khoon Yi first. Then as usual, I thought they will have to wait for me again but I actually got there first. =D Went to check out the time of the movie "Mr. Magoriums Wonder" but found that it wasn't showing at Cathay Cineleisure so we decided to buy tickets of Beowulf instead. =( Finally found one post box at Somerset Mrt Station. Had dinner near Cuppage. The food was quite nice and as usual I still prefer the veggies. If I can, I always choose not to eat fried food cause I really don't like it >.< After dinner we went back to Cineleisure to catch the movie. The storyline was boring and I nearly doze off. The graphics and animation ain't that bad. Luckily we watched it on a weekday -______-

Totally, the day was enjoyable. Appreciated. ^^

2007-12-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

After resigning from my job at Liang Seah Street, I have been sleeping so late like 6am and get up at 1-3pm. *pigging*

10th December 2007
Slept at around 6 plus in the morning and got up at 12 in the noon. Lin Lin called and asked if I wanna join them for movie in the evening and I agreed and was waiting for her return call for the next few hours. Was lazing around and using my com checking my mails and sending urgent mails out. =D Was suppose to meet them after they knocked off but as usual I was late again. =x
Watched "The Heartbreak Kid". It's hilarious. But certain part was like predictable but still it's worthwhile for a weekday movie. =D Went back home right after the movie. Sam and Hy took a bus, Mary, Ah beng, Lin Lin and I took the train back home. Wanted to have dinner outside but couldn't think of a place so didn't mention it during the ride on the way home.

11th December 2007
Like Monday morning, slept at 6 plus and got up at almost 4 in the late afternoon. =p Getting worst. Had to collect the DVD players for mommy and didi. Got ready and went there. They say currently they have run out of stock and I can only try on the 20th when the stocks will be replenished by then. =/ Went to find Xiu Zhi and Khoon Yi.
After that went to the Makansutra with Khoon Yi and Kelvin. Dinner was delicious. *Cravings* and after that we continued talking nearby. Wrote our wishes on the ball for 2008 countdown and I did some drawings too. Hopefully nobody sees it >.<
The day passed by happily =D

Original MTV - Fly Away

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2007-12-08T01:36:00.000+08:00

It's really obvious when I looked at her..

I've finally resigned from my new job. I've been too rash about it again.

Awkward.

Can you don't guess it anymore? =(

It's awkward with the stares you gave and stop stroking my head. I'm not a dog!!

Well.. I know you don't mean that but still, =/ *awkward*

2007-12-05T01:07:00.000+08:00

Damn exhausted. I hate my new job. =( no more fun.. I'm feeling so sad.. why why why? *paranoid*

They will all be relocated on wednesday. So next time if i drop by I wonder why dept or level should i go to first. hmmmm

I'm lazy and damn exhausted today so I shall not care about the grammars.

Crying out loud.

Met up with Nimi and Jo today. Did lots of talking as usual and we had our dinner at her workplace. Went to the Esplanade. One of my favourite places. I'm really attracted to places with water.. hmm.. and the peace that comes with it..