GOSH!
I bought 2 tops of e same design but different colour.
Stupid isn't it? haha...
Cause i simply just love the design and it's so baby doll~
The top cost me $15 each and i bought another skirt at $17 i think..


I just won a bid at ebay for a top @ $10...
Think it might not suit me.. well... i won it so i got to buy it.. haha
I also bought another one from another seller at $14.
It's a knitted halter neck top. It looks kinda nice~

Family Court

My dad


-Sigh- He and his lame reasons again..
Forever ain't working when being summoned to court for not paying the maintenance.
Why is there such a person..
Can't he just mend his ways?


At 8pm the Judge said he will have another 3 more mths to look for
a job. If not they will bring him to jail for 2 weeks..
He won't pay the maintenance..
He just won't.. not even after years..
He'll be happy staying there.
That's what he said.

Shame..

I bought the white lace for my holister denim skirt.
It looks nice and cost me only $2 for a metre.

Went to This Fashion to buy a top..
A white spag top with sequins on it @ $17..
Love it.. *smiles*
Another top added to my wardrobe.

I still miss Cal so much... But all i can do is not to disturb him...
(Before he says i stalk on him or he hates me..)
*heartbreaks*

But the white spag top i bought cheer me up...
Shopping... My favourite interest. LOlx..
Even my mom can't stand me.
We ran out of hangers because i bought too many clothes..
*giggles*

The only way to destress other then singing,
walking along the beach or just staring at the nights sky
is to shop, shOp and SHOP!
*rofL*

The Holiday to replace Christmas

At the NTUC Downtown East Costa Sand Resort (Pasir Ris)


Woke up at 10.50am in the morning... I'm so sleepy...
Uncle Jonathan called to wake me up.. He is on his way to our house to help us bring the things over to the resort.
We had our breakfast at a nearyby coffee shop.
After that we went to the supermarket Shop N Save to get some sweet potatoes and some other utensils.

Around 1pm Uncle Jonathan drive us there and we reached the place at ard 1.33pm..

I checked-in and we went to our room at Blk Lotus Room 2136. haha
It was nice and cosy~

I went to swim and came back at 6 to start the BBQ fire~
Hee... forgot to buy the fan.. LOLx...
Hurried my sis Cyndi to buy it and e metal grill.. LOLx.

Later on Mandy came followed by uncle Jonathan (he came back from a gathering with his colleagues) and lastly Shu en... She was too engrossed in playing maple and was late. She came at 10pm!

Everybody chit chatted and laugh all the while...
we had a wonderful time...
In fact everybody did~
*smilex*

My mom said we should have planned it on the weekend...
It'll be more fun
haha

Christmas Day


Bored... hate this day. will remember as long as i can still remember.


Got to prepare the stuff for the chalet the next day..
Luckily mom packed most of it for me already :D
hmmm... Still some shortage on e food... got to buy some more at the ntuc.

So i went to the ntuc with my brother Patrick and sister Agnes..
Had our dinner at Northpoint.. so many shops are closed..

Went to Calvyn's house to pass the Tupperware to his mom.

It was this day that he told me i was stalking on him and he hates me ever since before the break up.. haix..

I never did that... I never even follow him at all... Sigh~

The worst of all things i can hear from him..

To forget him means totally forget about him...
Not a single trace of memory left behind...
It's easy yet i couldn't bring myself to do it..

Christmas Eve


Gosh... it was a drag that day... haix.. boring

Met up Mandy and en en ard 4.20pm at Causeway Point.
Walk ard and bought a Espirit tote bag... a Orange in colour one..
Head back home ard 6 plus..

Sadness starts to fill my mind...

two more days to Christmas..

After work i met up wif Mandy and Shu En at Clarke Quay...
I alight at e Clarke Quay Mrt station and have to walk up e stairs..
dizzy.. LOlx... it seems never ending to me~

We met at e bridge and start strolling down the place to find somewhere to have our dinner and drinks at e later part.

Finally we saw one restaurant that serves thai and indonesian style food and went in to have our dinner.
There were sands inside e veg~ sObx.. yucks

After that we went to Long Island to have our drinks and it also happens that they have a KTV Lounge upstairs. :D

I was the only one singing.. so sad.. En En only sing a song with me titled Qing tian by Jay Zhou.
Ard 11pm, Geok Kuan came. hee~ It has been a long time ever since i last met her.

She took a taxi back home at ard 11.45pm and we start strolling back to the Singapore River..


The place is so peaceful and nice.. calming enough for me... a place where i can let my mind rest.
We stayed on till 1am and head back to Mandy's hse..

We stayed overnight and had some chats.. haha..
enjoyed myself tremendously.. her bed is so cosy~~

He said i stalked him...
He said he hates me..


and my reaction was like.. wth.. stalking?

Haix...

Perhaps i'm really so dumb...
to believe that he would come back...
those were just lies...
he never will and never intend to...
whatever he said were all just lies and lies...

From now on...
I'll prove to myself that i can live better than him *smiles*
I'll also make sure that i can reach my goal...


To be as slim as i can be! **hur hur hur**
To at least get a degree!
To open my first shop before i reach 25!

I'm so silly.
Just a relationship..
why can't i just let go....
I keep on living in e past holding on to the memories and hoping everyday...
I feel so useless...

Everytime i tell myself i should live on and the next min i will fail doing it...
I think too much...
Too free...
Nothng much better to do..


If only...


Every night of endless insomnia....
Every night thinking of you....

I always hoped that you would call...
If only....


I'm a sore loser...
Really a lousy one...

A dream will be forever a dream...
One day I will wake up from it...
Tears will fall and I'll be sad...
No one can help me only i can
People might be there for me
It'll be no use unless I'm willing to stand

Yesterday after work, I went over to Calvyn's house to pick up the OHSAS & ISO cert of the company. I had my dinner at his place. His mom cooked "Bah Ku Teh". After that he send me to the bus-stop... The tone I had was so cold towards him.... He told me that we don't even look like or sound like friends at all... It was difficult for me to take it all down when he don't understand how i felt....


I was more attached to him than he was to me... I couldn't understand how he can let go like this and didn't want to....

He is...

Lazy...
Because I pampered him too much but still will nag at him for it.
It turns him off on the hearing part.

Forever late...
I nagged at him all the time and when it is his turn to wait for me, i make sure he does it to get back at him. *I'm evil and bad*

Unromantic...
He didn't have much chance in doing that because i'll be spoiling it.

Sweet and so cute!!!
He is sweet when I least expect it.
When he gives me that "hee" smile, it melts my heart *giggles*

a Panda...
He always go to bed late at night...
Often playing online games, watching tv, reading manga, surfing the net, watching anime and waiting for me.
He had eye bags and dark eye rings too~
*giggles* me being lame: i punched him in e eye when i'm sleeping.
Joking~

My everything...

*******************************************************************************

We were together since 12th may 2004... broke off on 16th dec 2005...
the break-up was hard on me... too painful..
But i guess this was the best for the both of us which is what he thought...

She was in the same class as me during my secondary school life
in the class of 1N1, 3N1, 4N1 and 5N1 .

The girl who dares to fire me at anywhere without fearing what would happen for the sake of me and when i really pissed her off.

The girl who understands me and am able to understand me like no one else.

Calvyn told me I had the kind of smile that really showed that i'm happy in the photo i took with her on Sat 17.12.05.

I guess i did... It was like the old days when we would go out together joking, laughing madly and having the attitude of who cares about the people around.

She's so sweet and straightforward which i like about her. *Giggles*

I try to live my life to the fullest everyday trying hard never to regret the decisions I make.
(Anytime anywhere I might die so why must I hold back myself?)

I want something, I fight for it.

I want to do something, I do it now.

I never like the idea of waiting
but I don't mind planning and to take small little steps each time
because I know I'm heading towards it nearer and nearer each day.

I love someone i will make sure I'm gonna tell that person "I love him/her"
someday and somehow before i can't.

If i don't say my appreciation please always remember i do.

If i speak too soft pls let me know because the ears u have i do not.

Please do not provoke me for who else knows one day i might punch or slap u on e face.
(I can control you can try but u might never know my response.)

Wild, shy, crazy, little of everything and that's me.

I'm affected by words and i'm sensitive to it.
Say one word and provoke me you might never see me talking to you for the next 30 mins or forever.

I might be the worst of all kinds but who knows?
You might be that little angel that create the sparks in my life and I'll be nice to you.

Please do not misundersatnd by thinking that i'm arrogant because I am not.
I'm just another little foolish, childish ignorant girl who runs along the street
to search for the teaching that only the kind ones will offer.

I lived a life that i use to regret until i met someone who thought me not to and to always live it to the fullest.
He changed my life and made me a better person.
His tolerance touched me and made me thought about myself.
In him i saw certain memories of me.
His knowledge always makes me wonder and think and made me challenged myself.

I hope that in days to come i'm always myself and improving to be a better me.
For myself, for him and the important love ones around me...

TO BE CONTINUED...

I just broke up with my boyfriend on 16.12.05....

On e next yr 12.05.06 it'll be a 2 yrs relationship.

People I've msged:

Sivamani (Going)
Tian Yu (Going)
Chin Hwee (Going)
Kok Hong (Going but have to remind him to turn up LOLx..)
Derek (Going will try to turn up)

Mark (Will let me know near 26th dec)
Teck soon (If the rest is going)
Bao Song (Will let me know on sun)
Jia Whee (Will let me know on sun)
Geok Kuan (Will let me know)
Justina (Will let me know)
Raj (Will let me know)
Nimi (Will let me know asap)
Shufen (If nimi is going ~sigh~)
Da En (Will let me know again)
Bryan (if the rest is going)

Sheila (No reply)
Dorothy (No reply)
Kim (No reply)
Maurice (No reply)

Jun Wei (Not going)
Abijah (Not going.)
Alison (Not going)
Julian (Not going)
Rauda (Not going)
Shiying (Not going)

for the past 2 mths i've never post anything *blinks*
well... for the updates**

On November

I had a busy month and had slim down a little... *due to lack of rest and no appetite* well, my mom caught dengue fever then and has to be admitted to e CDC2.

She took a blood test on tues (22 nov) and it showed 90k/ cmm of platelets so she still have to go back the next day to do another test again so as to confirm that she's having dengue fever (an average person should have platelet range from 150 - 400k/ cmm).
On the next day, she took the test and her platelet count dropped to 50k/ cmm. I rang up my uncle and aunt to inform them about it...
Uncle Jonathan went to visit her immediately.
Oh gosh i was so worried.. *Sighs*
Went to CDC to visit her and on 6pm she was admitted to CDC2..
Followed her there. There were only 3 other patients being admitted. Wondering whether she will be alright alone. Can't bare to leave her at that place. *sObx* nearly cried on the way home. worried all the while and frustrated for my younger sis seems to have the "why worry?" kind of attitude about this.... should have send my mom to the hospital immediately when she had e fever on the 19th... *sighs*

for the next 2 days her platelet dropped to 25k.. she look more and more pale then... her face looked so shag and she skin sagged too.. e doctor say its natural...
Called her on sat morning and she said she got slightly better and her platelet went up to 86k.. she has recovered from fever but there is still some vomitting... she look slightly better that day... phew~ *smiles*

On sunday we went to visit her in e afternoon and were to go to the chalet organise by uncle jonathan. Boring... she looks fine and have e energy to move around e ward. haha.. she still can joke around~ tts my mom~

On Monday she was discharged frome hospital and soon she's back home~ she look so much better once she's back... haha...


December

Bought a new washer and got myself i new hp. Samusung SGH X200... Compared to my older phones this phone is much thinner~ haha.. i like e inside design~ nice and cool~ suits me well~

Went shopping almost everyday~~ bought so much things~ LOLX...


I bought:
A Jacket from Fox @ $79.90
A Top from This Fashion @ $17
A Denim Skirt (hollister) from Hula & Co. @ $59.90
A Sandal from Bata @ $29.95
A Top with Jacket from Dano @ $26
A Top from This Fashion @ $17
A Jacket from This Fashion @ $16
Two rings from a shop from Northpoint @ $18
A Choker from Queensway Shopping Centre @ $9.90 AND
A Shell Bracelet from e same shop @ $4.90
A Charm Bracelet from 77th Street @ 8.90
5 Pairs of Dangling Earrings + Studs @ $10 (Calvyn bought that for me)

More things are coming~~ haha..
think i bought this much only~ i spend almost $300~~ LOlx...

LOLx... i went out with my sis on weds and made her bought a long sleeve shirt for herself. looks nice and it cost $46 from P.O.A. The sales staff aint tt friendly at all~ siansations so were the staff at dano~ sucks then~ all were from Bishan Junction 8.

On 26th December i'll be organising a Chalet @ downtown east for class gathering~~ hee~~~

Shop SHop SHOP!!!

GOsh.. i'm a shop addict now~ thinks about shopping e whole time

J O Y C E
-from a French word meaning "joy"
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
I edited the blogskin using Firefox
so if you're viewing it by I.E,
it may look abit weird.

Life is so short...

Always live life to the fullest
to never regret a day in your life

Good days gives you happiness
Bad days gives you experiences

Both are essential to life
******************************

I appreciated all the help,
love, care and concern from
all my love ones and friends..
I thank you all for that and
"I Love You aLL Dearly"

**Life is all about choices..**
I've made them and regretted
sometimes.. Silly isn't it?
Now it's the time to look ahead
to think of the positive side
and make each day better
and brighter
than the day before


**Blog under construction...**

Save the environment
I'm trying too. What about you?
I want to grow taller.
I want to shed off 20kg
No more everyday blues

mY FRienDsteR pRoFiLe

My name is:
Joyce Ang Geok Ling
My Chinese name:
Hong Yuling
Also known as:
Reiko or Joyah
My age:
21
My Horoscope:
Cancer & Leo
My Zodiac:
Tiger


-Her Addiction-
-Hubby - Chen Weirong

-Her Loves-
-Family
-Friends
-Sleep/Napping
-The companion of love ones
-Attention (Majority loves that too right? =p)
-To hang out with my SingTel colleagues
-Sounds from the small water fountain
-STRAWBERRIES!!
-Shopping! I'm a shopaholic =p

Wishes:
-To own an apartment at East Coast
-To start my own business
-Have a career
-Own debut
-Car license
-A car
-My first SGD10,000

-Interest-
-Singing
-Piano
-Personal Grooming
-Kayaking
-Swimming
-Cycling
-Nap
-Nap + Suntan
-Star/Cloud gazing
-Camping

-Describe HER-
-Vainity
-Her bag of cosmetics
-Her long straight hair
-Constant whining about being fat
-Noisy & loud
-Crazy and very emotional
-Shy with strangers
-Petty
-Forgives but cannot forget
-Grumbles and mumbles a lot
-365 days, 7/1 whines non-stop
-Stingy


I've taken a few test and these are the answers
[I wonder if it's true....]:
At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

Never give up in yourself.
Have efficiency in the things you do.
You make your own choices.
If you have to fight for the things you deserve, then do it. If not, who will?
A lot of things starts with, "I wish to do it" or "I don't wish to do it"
What everybody owns now comes out from the one who dares to create,
think and dream.


If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I am imperfect.

-Nose Job
-Double Eyelids
-Long Lashes
-Bigger Eyes
-Thinner Lips
-To be skinny/underweight
-To be tall
-Ipod
-Sony Ericsson W910
-More pocket money
-New clothes
-New stiletto heels
-New Guess Bag and wallet
-New cosmetics
-To be pampered

LBedazzled
Dainty
LPristine
LRomance
LMagic
Melanie: CC486
Sassy Shirt: YN438
Slinky Slip: JN312
Sandra Slip: HD430
MICHELLE SLIP: YN439
Davina Slip: CC415

My family
Eldest Sis-Cyndi
Youngest Sis-Agnes
Cousin/Biaomei-Ivy

My Friend of 9 years and the company
Jo

Friends
My Nai-baby
Tania

Lovely Tng's
Ruvyn
Chervyn

Colleagues in SingTel [Telephoney House]
The one who has little lambs - Mary Teo
Little Red Riding Hood - Sam
The adorable - Lin Lin
The red fishball otah - Hong Yuan
The Lovely lady - Eka
The one who loves slapping flies - Lydia
Paparazzi no.2 - Xiu Zhi
Ask her about Korea - Khoon Yi
Mentor Zi Yang

Colleagues in Keppel [ComCentre]
Suriannie
Jasmine

Tortoise
Nicholas, Junyuan

IRC Friends
Shawn
Wee Leong
Alvin
angelgir
Felix
Jennier/iFish
Jing Ai
Anju
Jason
Justin
Bakieee
Lynnette

Friends
Belle

MUSIC SCHOOLS
Tiny Box Music
The Art of Music

The Impressive Singer

Felicia Chin
Patricia Mok
Dasmond Koh
Bryan Wong
Quan Yi Feng
None
None
None
None

Online Shops
Checkout
sweetgift
Fashion
Hello Kitty
Face Up Facet
Dora's Little Hut
Online Boutique - Butik Gue

Renee & Shop
Renee
Reneethy-million

UsefulLinks
Photoshop Tutorial

Interesting Links
Sudoku
Yuan Wei Ren
Rockson
a CUTE GIRL!! - Chloe

The People of Nuffnang
Constance
Judy
My Lacy Closet
The Samsui Lady
Daisy
Belle
Shiya
Simun
Qi
Chai Leng
Queenie

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