Have been feeling depressed for the pass few days..

Why is he angry with me? Was it because I turned up at the office? =( *wonders*

ARGHhhhhh!! feeling emo and vexed. Paranoia..

2 more days in SingTel..

Reluctant.

Sad Joyah

It's either I'm being too paranoid or prolly it's really them being emo. Lalat has been grounded because of us and so this week he will not be able to join us in any outings.

Well, I was thinking prolly this whole week we wouldn't be going anywhere.

Like shooting stars 5 months passes by so quickly. Memories are still flashing in my mind. The day that we have to all part or I should say the day I bid my goodbyes is coming in another 4 days.

I'm feeling so emotional.. Reluctant but there is nothing I could do after I have sent my resignation letter. I don't think they will take it back right?

Knowing all my colleagues like the way we would know each other back in school. Work will always be boring but we still manage to pass by quickly with fun and laughters. It great knowing everyone of them.

I hope I can just pass by the other 4 days peacefully leaving happy memories behind.

I have been bubbled for the 3rd time. =(
It was a long ride. Empty. Weird. Paranoid. Emoing.

Will everything be back to square one? Will we be strangers like before? Will we still be able to hang out and enjoy ourselves like before?

Whys appearing in my mind. ==> ???

I think I should just shut up and do my work then head straight home right after work. Talking too much ain't a good thing.

I was early for work today. How unusual. =D I woke up early this morning afraid that I might be late for work again. I tried extra hard to get myself off that cosy bed of mine. I love my pillow~ =D


I reached my work place at 9.14 and when I just insert the card into the machine, the clock ticks and it's 9.15. ARGH!!! 1 min has made that difference of 30 mins. -.- I've got to write as 9.30 on my time sheet. sux.

Didn't have my lunch but ate some food lalat has brought from home. Potatoes! Although I didn't quite like potatoes - I use to eat lots of them till I've got sick of it - the one he brought was nice. Home cooked food. *sedap~!* =D~

Went to Marina Square and walked all the way to Zheng Fa. Went into the arcade and play. I love that drum machine. Everybody played along~ *happy* Went to Chong Pang to have steamboat after playing. *tired & hungry* Weirong and Lin Lin paid first. =p Well, I think the 2 of them are the richest among us then~ Food was great and Weirong was cooking for us most of the time. I finished all the prawns!! =p Alright, I think that ah beng never got a chance to eat any of that. *gomen gomen* Lin Lin got splattered by the boiling oil a lot of times. *painful* After the food from the steamboat, they went to collect the ice-creams. Gosh, lalat and that ah beng was doing that "weird" action of eating the ice-cream. -_____________- *OBSCENE LA!* Ah beng made Sam finished her ice-cream so that it'll numb her tongue and then make her talk when she'll sound like Daffy Duck talking. The way back to the station was long and tiring as we had to walk instead of taking the bus. By the time we reached the station, my legs are giving way and my left knee starts to hurt again. Legs and foot problem. Occurs every time when I walk for a very long distance. =( It hurts.

Everyone was happy and had a great time I suppose. =D I know I am.. Did you? ^^


On the countdown...
10 more days

The miserable idiotic Sunday. (Tears to end with)

sighh.. I've got bubbled again yesterday. He said he would come and visit me. In the end, he didn't turn up at all. Not even a call from him and I've got to call and ask.

He said, "family is more important'. When we were together and after we broke up, when was family never important? But the thing is, it was a last minute thing, I've waited for you for the whole damn day. Thanks ar..

I'm a very emotional person.. Stairways to Heaven really ain't suited for me.. *sObx*

Went to Changi Airport yesterday. T3 is the new terminal and it looks nice. Spacious and grand as the other 2 terminals. They took small considerations on the washrooms as well. Some had warm water taps too.

They had a recreational club for their staffs equipped with great facilities like badminton court, tennis court, gym room, playground for the kids, and their locker room with showers etc looks like those in the five-star hotels. *envies*

I like the environment there where you can see all kinds of foreigners ^^. The best place to meet all kinds of people from a lot of countries.

Still sick. Block nose and cough to add on. A walk of 5 or more minutesd drains out all my energy leaving me exhausted with the headache and gasping for breath.

Why hasn't he called? Sighh..

Prolly... It's the end.

Going for an walk-in interview tomorrow.

Rants

Feeling so sick. =( where is my mao mao?? sObx.. coax me to slp!! T_____________T

Men's logic

1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put
it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us
complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of
it that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints
do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!

1. Yes, and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it.
That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days.

1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect
us to act like soap opera guys.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the
ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.

1. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it
done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say
during commercials.

1. Christopher Columbus did not need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach,
for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have
no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act
like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth
the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an
answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine.
Really.

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared
to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or monster
trucks.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round is a shape.

1. Thank you for reading this; Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the
couch tonight, but did you know men really don't mind that, it's like
camping.

I'm still feeling unwell. I think it got worst when I reached home. I missed the station on my way back so I've got to alight at Khatib and take the train back to Ang Mo Kio. Damned.

Feeling so sick right now. Temperature has risen and I've tried taking a cold shower to bring it down. It didn't help at all. Seems like it made it worst. My head is burning and my throat hurts. Having a block nose and mucus has filled it up and I couldn't blow it out. *cries in pain*

Was blog hopping earlier on and doing up the links. Came across this post and was kinda surprise about it. The same topic that I had shared with another just yesterday. Haa

I'm good. I went to sleep early for the sake that I am not feeling well and I'm feeling lethargic the whole damn day. I had to be sick, well, everybody does. That damn TV is too loud which woke me up from my sleep and the phone calls I've received - 3 calls I think. Why do they have to wake me when I'm sleeping and on this time when I'm sick. dah -________________-

Got up and watch the news. Singapore rank 3rd for the safe environment thingy. Great. Everybody should help. Let's just hope it will be better for the sake of the environment and not for the rank and you know, other benefits in profit. =(

I'm wondering will I feel better tomorrow. It's kinda weird when I don't show up for work. I feel kinda guilty even when I'm late but I still do it. So when I do it, I feel the blues just like going to work. I'm a weirdo.

I thought Cal would call for the sake of asking how I am. But instead, he called to check his bank account number. Like what I told lalat, Cal can never remembers his bank account number.

Was thinking about things that happened between us for a very very long time. Still trying to make myself understand why things go wrong between the two of us and thoughts about whether when I had never tried to be understanding. Although these are all past but what if one day we're back again and the same problem arises? Moving on isn't easy. Hope is fatal. Once you have it, it can kill you in an instance. The problem about hoping is when you hope for the better, it turns worst, everything feels like shit. If it's really better, you'll feel joyous. *ROAR*

Think I'm having fever right now. The thermometer isn't working. Feeling dizzy and having the headache. The weather is so hot outside yet I'm feeling cold. =(

The headache is killing me.. Feeling nauseous too. The taste of Paracetamol sux. *green*

Marina Mandarin Hotel.
I like the elevators but
I'm afraid of heights.
*trembles*
12th Nov 2007

















I think I was over-dressed.
Before we head off to J8. 8th Nov 07.



















She wants to try on my make-ups
& my shades.
8th Nov 2007


oh my gosh!! *grins - fully satisfied*

Hi hi~ Welcome to my blog. Finally made changes to the templates for easier postings and links. I have to arrange and edit the templates back to certain original format and make it neat cause I've messed it all up previously.
='(

As a noob I've spent 2 nights doing the editing. *sobs* When I woke up on Monday morning my eyes were swelling due to insufficient sleep and water retention - I drank lots of water to prevent the heat from building up but it also caused water retention.
T.T

I want to thank those who has came to view and also tagged my blog. ^^

Today was another blues~
Was in agony about going to work or not. Certain things which I couldn't get it off my mind.

Cal ar cal... =( I've been bubbled again.

I wonder if posting photos of me is better? *Vanity*

Went to Marina Square with lalat, sam and weirong.
Saw a few nice shops and the clothes and bags they sell. I shall take photos of them and post it on my blog for all to see.

Great things MUST share. Right? *smiles*

It evokes my urge on another shopping spree. The next coming pay is pathetic. My mind is filled with BONUS!! The only benefit of the job that I look forward to! *big grinx* But I wonder those that new company provides bonus. *Prays for bonus*

To my dearest Ivy biaomei, PLEASE READ MORE BOOKS!

I find that blogging might help improving your English provided that you read more on books and find the meanings from the dictionary and not to use singlish. Instead of writing a boring composition, youngsters can actually narrate their personal life experiences or interesting things that they've found out on their blog and share it with the others. Isn't that killing two birds with one stone?

We have a big search engine provided by Google and Yahoo so it makes it even easier for us to search for the meanings of that profound word or phrase.

Alright, I'm too long-winded and out of topic again.

Hopefully more updates on the next blog.

Baby Names

Was searching for names and came across this website.

My Jap name: Reiko


Female Japanese Name

Went for an interview early this morning.

They are willing to compensate if I can start work early. =( I couldn't bear to leave behind my colleagues. Wonderful memories..

Bought myself a new pair of covered heels and tee and bubble gums and snacks for my mom.

feeling very upset about leaving...

=(

damn tired and sleepy. my two feet are soring from the day's walkng

It always starts with, "I don't friend you if you don't blah blah this blah blah that", or, "You want to copy me/us right?! Don't cover it up with some excuse etc".

It's damn irritating.

When there is an advertisement on a certain product, naturally there will be people who will purchase it. What is the use of advertising it if there is no intention to sell right? Obviously when
someone tends to purchase a certain product coincidentally it will be the same as what someone else has bought. If it's nice many will purchase for they know how to appreciate that item. If no one buys it then it just meant that it's not worth it/no one sees it/uniquely one piece only.

If everyone goes on scolding someone with, "walao! you copy me!" and nobody buys that product, won't the seller goes bankrupt with stocks piling up at the warehouse?

I really pity those vendor who has those very nice items in their store but no one buys it. Why? Ask those selfish people.

Why is it that so many shop stores not just one piece of clothing but in bulks? Why is everyone wearing contact lenses? Why coloured ones? What makes Shiseido, Estee Lauder, Clarins, Channel, Dior and other leading brands so popular? So many people appreciate these things and some adore them. So does it makes them all copy each another?

Why is it when a slim girl and a fat girl who both puts on the same tube top look so different?

*Boiling*

It's time to do some self-reflection.

Finally the interview with UOB is over. Guess I didn't get shortlisted. Just arranged for another interview for this Wednesday at 10am.

I was feeling sick since last Saturday and finally had fever this morning. It was raining heavily yesterday. Grandma had closed the windows tightly and the room was very stuffy. I choose to sleep in the living room instead as I couldn't stand the heat as grandma couldn't stand the cold if I were to switch on the air-con.

The living-room is creepy once lights are off and I could feel as if someone is lurking somewhere in there or in the kitchen.

I can feel my whole body aching when aunt woke me up calling me to go to her room to sleep. Fever started around that time and my head was hurting like being knocked for a few times. Continued my sleep and was having a weird dream. Gross..

I woke up after that pretty shocked with the dream and fall a sleep again when the burning sensation rises from my throat. *sick*

The dream continued..

I finally woke up at 7 and was thinking whether to go to work or not. Still having the headache and feeling feverish I decided not to and got up to get some medicine and go back to rest.

Finally got up at 3pm and took my lunch and some medicine.

Staying at home really bores me =(

Ivy called and asked me out with Terrence. Guess she's kinda bored staying at his place. School holidays. Meeting them at Thomson Plaza at 5.30. Still feeling feverish.. *sighs*

Guess I shouldn't sleep in the living-room again. =(
Envy those kids.

J O Y C E
-from a French word meaning "joy"
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
I edited the blogskin using Firefox
so if you're viewing it by I.E,
it may look abit weird.

Life is so short...

Always live life to the fullest
to never regret a day in your life

Good days gives you happiness
Bad days gives you experiences

Both are essential to life
******************************

I appreciated all the help,
love, care and concern from
all my love ones and friends..
I thank you all for that and
"I Love You aLL Dearly"

**Life is all about choices..**
I've made them and regretted
sometimes.. Silly isn't it?
Now it's the time to look ahead
to think of the positive side
and make each day better
and brighter
than the day before


**Blog under construction...**

Save the environment
I'm trying too. What about you?
I want to grow taller.
I want to shed off 20kg
No more everyday blues

mY FRienDsteR pRoFiLe

My name is:
Joyce Ang Geok Ling
My Chinese name:
Hong Yuling
Also known as:
Reiko or Joyah
My age:
21
My Horoscope:
Cancer & Leo
My Zodiac:
Tiger


-Her Addiction-
-Hubby - Chen Weirong

-Her Loves-
-Family
-Friends
-Sleep/Napping
-The companion of love ones
-Attention (Majority loves that too right? =p)
-To hang out with my SingTel colleagues
-Sounds from the small water fountain
-STRAWBERRIES!!
-Shopping! I'm a shopaholic =p

Wishes:
-To own an apartment at East Coast
-To start my own business
-Have a career
-Own debut
-Car license
-A car
-My first SGD10,000

-Interest-
-Singing
-Piano
-Personal Grooming
-Kayaking
-Swimming
-Cycling
-Nap
-Nap + Suntan
-Star/Cloud gazing
-Camping

-Describe HER-
-Vainity
-Her bag of cosmetics
-Her long straight hair
-Constant whining about being fat
-Noisy & loud
-Crazy and very emotional
-Shy with strangers
-Petty
-Forgives but cannot forget
-Grumbles and mumbles a lot
-365 days, 7/1 whines non-stop
-Stingy


I've taken a few test and these are the answers
[I wonder if it's true....]:
At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

Never give up in yourself.
Have efficiency in the things you do.
You make your own choices.
If you have to fight for the things you deserve, then do it. If not, who will?
A lot of things starts with, "I wish to do it" or "I don't wish to do it"
What everybody owns now comes out from the one who dares to create,
think and dream.


If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I am imperfect.

-Nose Job
-Double Eyelids
-Long Lashes
-Bigger Eyes
-Thinner Lips
-To be skinny/underweight
-To be tall
-Ipod
-Sony Ericsson W910
-More pocket money
-New clothes
-New stiletto heels
-New Guess Bag and wallet
-New cosmetics
-To be pampered

LBedazzled
Dainty
LPristine
LRomance
LMagic
Melanie: CC486
Sassy Shirt: YN438
Slinky Slip: JN312
Sandra Slip: HD430
MICHELLE SLIP: YN439
Davina Slip: CC415

My family
Eldest Sis-Cyndi
Youngest Sis-Agnes
Cousin/Biaomei-Ivy

My Friend of 9 years and the company
Jo

Friends
My Nai-baby
Tania

Lovely Tng's
Ruvyn
Chervyn

Colleagues in SingTel [Telephoney House]
The one who has little lambs - Mary Teo
Little Red Riding Hood - Sam
The adorable - Lin Lin
The red fishball otah - Hong Yuan
The Lovely lady - Eka
The one who loves slapping flies - Lydia
Paparazzi no.2 - Xiu Zhi
Ask her about Korea - Khoon Yi
Mentor Zi Yang

Colleagues in Keppel [ComCentre]
Suriannie
Jasmine

Tortoise
Nicholas, Junyuan

IRC Friends
Shawn
Wee Leong
Alvin
angelgir
Felix
Jennier/iFish
Jing Ai
Anju
Jason
Justin
Bakieee
Lynnette

Friends
Belle

MUSIC SCHOOLS
Tiny Box Music
The Art of Music

The Impressive Singer

Felicia Chin
Patricia Mok
Dasmond Koh
Bryan Wong
Quan Yi Feng
None
None
None
None

Online Shops
Checkout
sweetgift
Fashion
Hello Kitty
Face Up Facet
Dora's Little Hut
Online Boutique - Butik Gue

Renee & Shop
Renee
Reneethy-million

UsefulLinks
Photoshop Tutorial

Interesting Links
Sudoku
Yuan Wei Ren
Rockson
a CUTE GIRL!! - Chloe

The People of Nuffnang
Constance
Judy
My Lacy Closet
The Samsui Lady
Daisy
Belle
Shiya
Simun
Qi
Chai Leng
Queenie

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♥ January 2006
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♥ December 2006
♥ January 2007
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