Internet down since Sunday :(

Went to watch black sheep. Kinda crappy and gross. Didn't celebrate my 21st birthday this year. Aunt and Uncle treat me dinner at Uncle Leong's and Ivy came along too. Love crabs~ =p

Sam, Sahera, Noorizan, Aszad and Weirong gave me a present and a card by Sahera. My birthday card - 21st Certificate. Lovely.

Couldn't remember what I wanted to blog. =/

Read Sam's blog not long ago. Likes her blog skin. She writes like a writer. Interesting vocabulary. Prolly she should write a story on her blog.

Updates for the past 2 days:


Friday 20th July
Nothing much for the day. Everybody seems to have a date with someone else. After Sahera and Noorizan went off, I waited for Seok Yan for half an hour at the City Link and finally got to meet her outside the Guardian pharmacy. Bought a Chamomile & Lemon Verbena body lotion from the Guardian pharmacy for Cal. For nourish and heal, rejuvenate and calm irritated skin and lastly softens and moisturizes. The promoter told me that I can only get this in some of the Guardian pharmacy in town. Tried some of it on my elbow and it's really good. The skin on my elbow feels softer now without the rough feeling anymore. After that we went to U.R.S Inc to see sandals. My just bought slippers wear out within 1 week so I really got to replace them. =( Worst of all was.. i bought 2 pairs 3 weeks ago and it's wearin out so fast. =/ Didn't manage to find one that looks nice on my feet or a comfortable one so we went to Charles & Keith instead. Sy was suppose to meet her maple guild friends for the steamboat thingy but got to wait for me to finish my shopping on my sandals. Finally found a nice comfortable black sandals. Threw the old one away due to it's unbearable wear off. Wore the new one. After we step out of the shop and was about 2 to 3 meters away the sandal's strip broke off. =/ We quickly went back to the shop to get a new pair. Accompanied Sy to Bugis to meet her friends at pool fusion. Roughly after half an hour, Mandy called and I went to meet her while Sy stayed with her friends. Man and I went to the Laksa stall at OG to have our dinner. After that we walked around in OG and she bought a new top for work. Went to Parco Bugis to look for the white dress in m)phosis. =( The sales assistant told me that stock has been cleared off from all stores. Bought a shades @ $18 from the basement. I love the shades~ After that we went to KFC to grab a drink and to take a short break from the walking. Head home after that. Chatted with colleagues before I went to bed.

Saturday 21st July
After work Sam, Weirong, Aszad, Lin Lin and I went to Marina Square to accompany Wayne aka Pinocchio to buy his figurines. Bought tickets for the movie "Alone". Before that they intend to bluff me by saying we are gonna watch the "Black Sheep" and secretly purchasing the tickets for the movie "Alone". The movie starts at 3:50pm so we went to Swensens to have our lunch. Lin Lin has to meet her bf so didn't join us for the movie. During the movie, Pinocchio got a shock first and screamed I think. Weirong and sam kept trying to scare me during the movie. The movie isn't as scary as the one we watched on Thursday "Vacancy". After the movie, Pinocchio head home first while Aszad, Weirong, Sam and me head to Suntec for a walk. Suntec was helding this Heritage thingy. There's a few things u can play with there. So we killed time playing with the hop scotch (whatever u call it, can't spell), Five Stones and Marbles. Sam and I drew the 4 of us on the supplied paper with crayons and pasted on the memorial wall. We walked further down and found another of this Heritage thingy. We sat down to play the old school card games and the aeroplane chess. Had lots of fun. Went to meet dad and the rest around 8pm. Going to Paris International Buffet for celebrating my birthday in advance. Dinner didn't turn out well. =/ Heading back to Yishun after that to catch a movie with Cyn, lihao and patrick. Dad got to work in the morning so he didn't join us for the movie. I was so tired that i fall a sleep durin the movie!! oh gosh.. =( Head home after that and doze off immediately on my bed after shower with my hair still wet.

Watched the movie "Vacancy" this evening.. A very budget movie and some say it's boring. I hate thrillers!!!! It's worst than horror.

Feelin so tired right now. 11.21pm Counting down to monday 23 july. After the watchin the "Transformer" with Calvyn, I never got to see him again. Wonderin if he still remembers my birthday.. sigh.. does 3 years really seem nothing to him at all? =(

After changing to this new job, no matter how moody or how sad I can be, laughter can never be avoided when I'm with my colleagues. Laughter will always be heard no matter how gloomy the day can be. We always try to cheer up each another.

Today is slack day. No applications received for the whole day till 30 minutes before knock off. It's Wayne's first time hanging out with us after work. Not a bad companion. He joined in the fun too although he was sleepy most of the time. I gave him a new name during break this morning!! "Pinocchio"!!!! =x He asked me to bang the wall countless time. hee

I wanna buy a new laptop!!! Gonna ask dad whether he want to sponsor me or help me to pay in advance. oh yea~ the m)phosis dress that I love is no longer on display!!! =( *sad*

=/ I changed the font of the blog to KRISTEN ITC. But when i view this on another desktop, the font of it was times roman!!

So if the com does not have the font KRISTEN ITC then they couldn't read it. =/ *annoying*

It's 1:16am right now and I'm still blogging. Met up with Jolin and Nimi earlier on.. Still thinking about what jo has said, "You look arrogant when you don't smile". T.T omg.. IS THIS REAL?!! How many kinds of look do I project to the people out there? Do I really look that unfriendly? T.T

Nimi is growing her hair longer now.. I love her locks.. Nice!! She'll look damn beautiful when it's gonna reach her waist. She has lost some weight due to her dancing lessons schedules.. Poor girl.. But she definitely look great now. More freedom after her A-levels. *Good news* We can finally sit down and chat without worrying about the nags and scoldings she'll receive from her mom. We're still close like we use to be back in the school days. It's kinda hard to imagine that one day we'll be close pals. We use to dislike each other a lot durin the first 2 years in secondary school. Got to know her better as well as Jo after the mid-year in sec 3. My close girlfriends ever since then. We were in the same class ever since sec 1 actually. But we belonged to different cliques. To the rest of the classmates I'm the typical "ah lian". Kinda sad about it but seems like it's kinda hard to change their opinion since I've been a very loud person ever since they knew me. Still remember the first day when I talk to Abijah and laughing with her together. She's a very nice girl and belong to one of the few popular girls in class. She's friendly, sweet & pretty too. One of my girlfriend in school. We were quite close back in those days along with pearlyn, justina, vivien and gk. A lot of ups and downs. Leaving them was the dumbest idea. But at that time in order to free myself from guilt, that was the way.

4 years down the road.. Most of them are going to University now.. Time passes by so quickly. It's gonna be hard to catch up with them but I'll try. I've got to find my drive back. My passion, drive and motivation. Where have they all gone to? Time is running out on me.. Counting down to 10 years.. What will happen to me in 10 years time? Will I be successful like what I use to dream of? Do i still dare to dream? Questions runnin through my mind and suggestions on the future flashes through.

Went to watch transformers with en en last night and due to it, I was very late for work today. =/ I was too tired last night so i dozed off without setting the alarm. By the time I woke up, I realised it was 8 in the morning. Hopefully I'll be early later.

Turning in right after blogging. It's either I slept too much or lack of sleep. Gettin lethargic no matter how long I sleep. It kinda annoys me every morning to be late for work and I'll start grumbling to myself asking when can't i wake up on time. *sigh* It's really gettin on my nerves.

This coming Monday will be my 21st birthday. Monday blues =/ Nobody will be free on that day. Boring. Guess I'll just have to go home and sleep as usual. Hate birthdays. Things like these always bother me. Especially when people like to ask, "how are you gonna celebrate it"? when I don't have the intention to or nobody's free to celebrate it with me at all =/ *sucky* Just pray that it'll pass by faster then.


*off to bed*

I love you Nimi. *best girlfriend*

Jo jo has more love from everybody than what she needs. =x

Anyway.. Love yea too.

Things ain't gettin any better for the start of this week. Kinda weird when I'm "msn-ing" cal.. *sighs*. Was kinda busy after the break in the morning. Handling 3 applications before lunch. One of the application was pending for a week due to some errors and I've got to pend it for 1 week to wait for it's closing. Kinda sucky. Nothing interesting after lunch till I knock off from work. Trying to rush the rest of the applications so i would have time to meet Nimi and Jo.

Went to meet Nimi and Jo at the Far East Shopping Centre. When we were walking to the entrance, we saw Sam and Eka there. Sg is such a small world. They happened to be seniors of Nimi in her Pre-U School. Took some photos as usual~ I actually told Nimi about Sam when i met her on Sunday. Prolly she just browse thru the photos without noticing Sam was in it. I even showed her the photo of Sam only. Haha.. She just filtered me off i guess.

Had dinner at KFC and got myself the extra cheese~ *drools* I love american cheese!!

Well, updates for the weekends:

After work on Saturday, everybody seems to have something on so i head to Aunt Eve's house. Met her on the way after I got off the bus. Bought lottery on the way back. Instead of dropping by her place, we went to Aunt Li Sun's place for a short mahjong session. =x Stayed till 7.30pm and went off to meet eldest sis Cyndi, her husband (my bro-in-law) and Agnes (my youngest sis). Supposedly they plan to celebrate my birthday in advance at the KTV but had not booked the room in advance before they end the 1st session over there. Was kinda moody so dropped the idea and head for dinner. After that we went back home. Nothing much later on and on Sun was suppose to meet Nimi and Jo after dinner with dad.

Went to ICHIBAN for dinner on Sunday. Average restaurant. Nothing special. I've tried better ones before so nothing much about that. Will consider bringing Cyn to the one we tried in town.

It has been a very long time ever since I last met Nicholas. Thought of meeting up again but it seems that he's kinda busy and unwilling to go out. The usual Nicholas.

To Nicholas: Hi tortoise, if you're reading the blog now, I wanna tell you somethin. YOU SUX! -.- I'm being nice and you still wanna pick on that. =/ Next time i should say, "play more dota, forget your medicine and rest and stay sick longer". Your thanks was very short and simple. Like my comments, that was God's way of punishing me. KARMA. =x But seriously, you have been the greatest friend I had without failing to make me smile when I needed one so badly. Although the r/s didn't turn out quite well and we've been like close friends for quite some time like 4 yrs now I'm still glad that I know you and I as well thank God for that.

It takes a second to hate but it takes years to forgive and learn to love.

Havin everyday blues =( Pretty upset for the past few days.. Is it about the break up? or am i thinkin too much? *sighs* 3 years have passed.. Things ain't gettin any better.. Gettin more and more lethargic everyday due to lack of sleep and exercise i suppose.. Putting on too much weight. I guess for more than 10 kgs.. T.T


Receivin lesser applications each day and more blues to replace it. Hope the coming 2 days will be better. =(

Fallin in love with the voice and song.. my new idol~ =x alright, i admit I'm too old for that =p

Couldn't find anyone to accompany me to watch the "Harry Potter". Got rejected by Cal in the evening. A very straight to the face answer and tone which turns me off completely about watching it. =/

I'm feelin so sleepy right now and at the same time feelin so bored.. It's really so hard to kill time when you're feelin so god damned bored. =( everything just turns me off.. I NEED A BICYCLE!

Thinking about the old days when I'm feelin blue.. Will just grab my bicycle and out I go till dawn comes.. =)

It's so hard to get a soulmate. It's even harder to find someone who understands you and listen and gives the attention you need at the right time.

One day, all the fun I had will be gone and loneliness will creep up and devour me on the next moment. Time isn't waiting for me at all and soon another year will just pass by quickly. I'm growing older each day but the wisdom and experiences I've gained is so little.. Far worst than a tiny little green pea.. Emotions are controlling me right now.. I've let it take over and killing me slowly.. How stupid of me.. not silly =(

Cravings for Hagen Dauz Raspberry Sorbet. Addicted to it. The only motivation for the day. I shall reward myself a little at the later part when i think i really deserves it..

Sometimes i wonder what kind of image do i project to others? Am i really that annoying or even more annoying? I think I'm making too much noise.. Not like the very usual me. Trying too hard? Seems like it.. Sometimes i prefer to be the usual me.. Keeping to myself.. Talk less and hide more.. Too lazy.. Don't feel like bothering sometimes. The wanting to be anti-social me back on track for the past few days.. Rememberin the days in kindergarden and primary school.. I use to hide in one corner where i couldn't be seen by the teachers or classmate.. Always found sulking and making that gloomy face. Trying to make my life miserable for myself but finding it peaceful by doing it sometimes.

I think I'm a clown in the office.. Acting stupid everyday. Too retarded. Trying too hard. -.- Tired of talking but couldn't stop it due to boredom. Trying to contradict myself again..

Can't be bothered with thinking now.. Leave it to tomorrow. Worries should be brought forward to the next day not to the time when I'm going to sleep =x Off to bed.. Missin my blanket =x My mattress, pillow and blanket is calling out to me~!!! *giggles* I love them. My best companion. =x

Wednesday, July 11, 2007
the rise of a brand new day. It's 0138 now and I'm still not in bed. =x Had a chat with sahera just before we knock off from work. Thought of taking accounts with her and noorizan. Ain't that a good idea?!! Prolly lectures will be filled with laughters too. Finally there might be companions. =(

For the past 4 years, I've been searching for jobs alone, working independently and grew to be less sociable.. Sighs.. The motivation of going back to school is slowly fading away.. Laziness and lack of sleep has kept that idea back into the "old data" in my memory.. After talking to Sahera about going back to school and deciding we might be able to study together has brought back the happy memories in school.. =D

After work I walked past the Harvey Norman. Thought of getting a laptop or notebook or whatever you call it. Have been using Cyndi's notebook for the past 3 or 4 days.. Quite light and i can bring it around. I like the keypads, easier to use than the normal keyboards for the desktops. Well, you can't compare a logitech to a notebook's keypad of course. Just a simple cheap keyboard i mean. I've got myself a logitech for the desktop but still i prefer the notebook's to the keyboard =x Thought of bringing my optical mouse and the keyboard to the office. Seriously, i hate the mouse that they supplied for Noorizan's system. =/ It's really damn sucky. She can't process her application faster due to that stupid mouse. It's damn irritating to use it. Especially when it comes to people like me who are impatient and gets frustrate easily. haha

Prolly I'll borrow one from Lihao. But I presume it's impossible so i thought of getting one at the bookshop tomorrow. *still deciding*

I totally love this new song "苏丽珍" by "方大同". I couldn't find his CD in "Sembawang Music" store. =( I want to get his CD!!!!!!!!

Alright.. I've been blogging for too long today. Too much rubbish to chunk in here. Thanks for reading.

I love my colleagues.

Cal and i had gone our seperate ways again. Wondering is this the final full-stop to this r/s..
Things are goin fine between us after the break up and we're still contacting and meetin up each other.

Watched the "Transformers" together and i totally love that movie. The courageous Bumblebee~ There's still some tension when we're out together.. Hopefully it'll go away soon.

Life is simple and peaceful now. Filled with laughters during working hours or i should say when I'm out with my new found colleagues. =p

My batch of colleagues:

1. Small lil girl - Sahera
2. Old Man - Uncle Wayne
   
3. Manager - Noorizan
4. Gf scandal no 2. - Weirong
5. Gf scandal no 1. cum Bf - Ah seng
6. Mary - Weihong
7. Hong yuan
8. lil lamb cum CEO's daughter - sam
9. Lin lin
10. CEO alvin
11. Outdated - Aszad
12. Aishah
13. Haseena
    

The group normally consist of : sahera, noorizan, weirong, aszad, sam, lin lin, weihong, hongyuan, wayne, alvin.

Had lots of fun last saturday which resulted our everyday blues for this week. =x Held the "Flour Day" on sat at the east coast park. Lin Lin went to meet her boyfriend after we went to "Giant" to do the shopping. Leaving the paparazzi with her group of friends. Our new scandal on that day was manager and the rescuer. xD Aszad brought his gf along too~ so there's Aszad and gf, manager and rescuer, small lil girl and me~

Cycling and flour was the main thing and lastly the only thing i will not forget - "PHOTO TIME!!!" =x


I love my colleagues~




Didn't go to work today =x Overslept + too tired. The big cat invaded my house last night!!!! x.X got to wake my bro-in-law to shoo the cat away. T.T so scary.. i climbed the chair last night to avoid the cat.. Nearly climbed onto the dining table but was afraid that i might break it due to my weight so gave up that idea.

Time is passing by so slowly today..

I love the time between 7.00am - 7.30am and 6.30pm to 7.00pm..
sounds of birds chirping.. the cooling air.. indescribable feeling..
ending of the day and the start of a new beginning tomorrow..

J O Y C E
-from a French word meaning "joy"
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
I edited the blogskin using Firefox
so if you're viewing it by I.E,
it may look abit weird.

Life is so short...

Always live life to the fullest
to never regret a day in your life

Good days gives you happiness
Bad days gives you experiences

Both are essential to life
******************************

I appreciated all the help,
love, care and concern from
all my love ones and friends..
I thank you all for that and
"I Love You aLL Dearly"

**Life is all about choices..**
I've made them and regretted
sometimes.. Silly isn't it?
Now it's the time to look ahead
to think of the positive side
and make each day better
and brighter
than the day before


**Blog under construction...**

Save the environment
I'm trying too. What about you?
I want to grow taller.
I want to shed off 20kg
No more everyday blues

mY FRienDsteR pRoFiLe

My name is:
Joyce Ang Geok Ling
My Chinese name:
Hong Yuling
Also known as:
Reiko or Joyah
My age:
21
My Horoscope:
Cancer & Leo
My Zodiac:
Tiger


-Her Addiction-
-Hubby - Chen Weirong

-Her Loves-
-Family
-Friends
-Sleep/Napping
-The companion of love ones
-Attention (Majority loves that too right? =p)
-To hang out with my SingTel colleagues
-Sounds from the small water fountain
-STRAWBERRIES!!
-Shopping! I'm a shopaholic =p

Wishes:
-To own an apartment at East Coast
-To start my own business
-Have a career
-Own debut
-Car license
-A car
-My first SGD10,000

-Interest-
-Singing
-Piano
-Personal Grooming
-Kayaking
-Swimming
-Cycling
-Nap
-Nap + Suntan
-Star/Cloud gazing
-Camping

-Describe HER-
-Vainity
-Her bag of cosmetics
-Her long straight hair
-Constant whining about being fat
-Noisy & loud
-Crazy and very emotional
-Shy with strangers
-Petty
-Forgives but cannot forget
-Grumbles and mumbles a lot
-365 days, 7/1 whines non-stop
-Stingy


I've taken a few test and these are the answers
[I wonder if it's true....]:
At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

Never give up in yourself.
Have efficiency in the things you do.
You make your own choices.
If you have to fight for the things you deserve, then do it. If not, who will?
A lot of things starts with, "I wish to do it" or "I don't wish to do it"
What everybody owns now comes out from the one who dares to create,
think and dream.


If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I am imperfect.

-Nose Job
-Double Eyelids
-Long Lashes
-Bigger Eyes
-Thinner Lips
-To be skinny/underweight
-To be tall
-Ipod
-Sony Ericsson W910
-More pocket money
-New clothes
-New stiletto heels
-New Guess Bag and wallet
-New cosmetics
-To be pampered

LBedazzled
Dainty
LPristine
LRomance
LMagic
Melanie: CC486
Sassy Shirt: YN438
Slinky Slip: JN312
Sandra Slip: HD430
MICHELLE SLIP: YN439
Davina Slip: CC415

My family
Eldest Sis-Cyndi
Youngest Sis-Agnes
Cousin/Biaomei-Ivy

My Friend of 9 years and the company
Jo

Friends
My Nai-baby
Tania

Lovely Tng's
Ruvyn
Chervyn

Colleagues in SingTel [Telephoney House]
The one who has little lambs - Mary Teo
Little Red Riding Hood - Sam
The adorable - Lin Lin
The red fishball otah - Hong Yuan
The Lovely lady - Eka
The one who loves slapping flies - Lydia
Paparazzi no.2 - Xiu Zhi
Ask her about Korea - Khoon Yi
Mentor Zi Yang

Colleagues in Keppel [ComCentre]
Suriannie
Jasmine

Tortoise
Nicholas, Junyuan

IRC Friends
Shawn
Wee Leong
Alvin
angelgir
Felix
Jennier/iFish
Jing Ai
Anju
Jason
Justin
Bakieee
Lynnette

Friends
Belle

MUSIC SCHOOLS
Tiny Box Music
The Art of Music

The Impressive Singer

Felicia Chin
Patricia Mok
Dasmond Koh
Bryan Wong
Quan Yi Feng
None
None
None
None

Online Shops
Checkout
sweetgift
Fashion
Hello Kitty
Face Up Facet
Dora's Little Hut
Online Boutique - Butik Gue

Renee & Shop
Renee
Reneethy-million

UsefulLinks
Photoshop Tutorial

Interesting Links
Sudoku
Yuan Wei Ren
Rockson
a CUTE GIRL!! - Chloe

The People of Nuffnang
Constance
Judy
My Lacy Closet
The Samsui Lady
Daisy
Belle
Shiya
Simun
Qi
Chai Leng
Queenie

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