Tuesday, August 29, 2006
2:11:00 PM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
i cant really remember the dates.. so i'll just roughly relate what happened these few days ok?
on the thurs i suppose.. met gaidon and we went to pick up beta after he finish his work at 7. in the car.. he put his hands on mine.. normally i'll hold his hand back.. but then.. i didnt.. den after beta get in the car we went to ms to meet the rest..
at ms.. i was walking with hui hui all the while.. didnt tok much to gaidon.. we were walking around and waiting for the time to watch their movie.. after they've gone for the movie, beta, gaidon and me went to play pool.. all was quiet.. we didnt tok much.. later on, gaidon saw his friend so beta and i played while waiting for him.. after he came back they played another one more round then we went off to "Lau Pat Sa" to have our dinner..
Beta ordered a bowl of soup while i ordered chinese cuisine style of "Mee Goreng" (got to wait so long -.-) gaidon didnt have much appetite so he didnt have his dinner. after that he send beta back home first. he was quite upset in e car.. we didnt talk much and i'm not feeling well..
when we reached my place, he send me up but i was too busy on the phone with hui hui so we didnt really tok much after i went up.. i put my things and quickly went out to call him to wait for me downstairs and got change and went down.
we clarified things that happened on the tues nite.. but by then.. it seems like.. sigh
den move on to sat.. was late for work.. made the final decision.. it was a tough one.. i cried.. i told him i've decided to break up.. Calvyn is still in my heart.. i love the both of them at the same time.. but of 2 different feelings..
he was very down and upset that whole day.. luckily there's daryl, beta and jackal there for him.. sigh... i've hurt him so much.. thousand apologies can never heal his broken heart.. sighh...
i met him on that saturday nite.. he passed me back my conditioner and gave me 20 strawberry lollipops which i requested days before...
we talk and walk around.. i proposed to him about a new kind of r/s.. we'll be back together but not as in bgr... maybe something like a fling? something with no commitments.. sighh.. i guess thats e best way i can come up with and no stress at all.. if one day he comes across a girl that he likes, he's free to go for her..
he was quite down when i was at Calvyn's hse on sunday..
i played with the perm thongs. permed my hair and played with it.. i still prefer long hair with perms at the bottom.. the dolly style.. :p nice~~~
the next day.. my hair tends to curl abit on e ends -.-
after work waited for dar dar to send daryl back home first. intend to take public transport.. cos he might take quite long to reach.. but he offered to pick me up.. we went to ps to watch the movie snakes something..
the movie is so gross.. oh my tian.. *pukes* disgusting.. but a few part quite funny.. saw melvin and disk at the carpark while dar dar top up his cashcard. chat a while.. later on we went to khatib to have my dinner.. fried kway tiao.. MY FAV!!!! hehehe.. i was sick but still had oily stuff.. lol.. then i went to shop and save to buy my peach juice and tidbits.. :p
was so tired when i reached home.. had a quick shower, drank my peach juice and ate my tidbits and hit the bed immd.. chat on e phone for a while and doze off immd after i hang up. gosh.. was feeling so dead and sick.. woke up late in the mornin.. -.-
