Wednesday, January 14, 2009
9:04:00 PM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
frustrations.
URGH!!!!!!
I think you cared more about your own feelings than how I felt!
Happy?!
My life is worth nothing compared to yours.
*feel stupid. URGH!
leave me alone!
Saturday, January 03, 2009
8:17:00 PM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
It felt so real.. You were just right beside me...
The countless times that I walked into the lift and it left just the two of us going down with it...
And I woke up handling on to your hand so tight...
The times when we were in the outer space in a cage ball like thing turning around in such heights..
Waking up to find myself to be so stupid to think we can have such an ending...
As I continue to read the books on "The Rules of Love" I came to the chapter or "Rule 21" with the title "Be together because you want to, not because you need to". I've finally grasp it or before I knew it I've applied it.. now..
Sighhh...
How can certain things be changed or controlled to make it better?
My mind is filled with so many of the "hows" and "whys"
12:10:00 AM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
Bad things just happen one after another...
damn fuckin sucky...
lost one side of my pair or ear studs. *(&&*^*&^^&%^&%
Thursday, January 01, 2009
7:44:00 PM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
Flightless Bird, American Mouth
Iron And Wine
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the white fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream
Have I found you?
Flightless bird, brown hair bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down
7:40:00 PM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T: Thursday, January 01, 2009 7:40PM
I find myself to be so utterly stupid..
Why should I cry?
Why should I feel the pain?
Isn't this what I want when I've made up the decision?
Shouldn't I feel happier?
Shouldn't I?
No matter how much I cried.. Things are never gonna change..
No matter how much I cried.. Life still has to go on..
No matter how much I cried.. No matter how..
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Terrible
3:50:00 PM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T: 01 January 2009
We were enjoying that happy time we had..
The next moment..
It's like..
You're enjoying the Ferris Wheel when you were at the highest and the next moment, it came tumbling down..
I sat on the train as I cried.. All the mixed feelings.. It was worst than I thought and I couldn't control the tears at all..
When I thought I've finally found what I've been searching..
It wasn't what I thought it'll be.
I think it's about time to forget about it.
It's never gonna happen on me.
Reality will come and slap me on the face real hard at the worst time..
Dreams, hopes and whatever you can name it..
It ain't there for me right now.
I need more goals...
More melodies...
And I need..
Serenity.
The WitnessY
J O Y C E
-from a French word meaning "joy"
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so
Click here if you hate it.
I edited the blogskin using Firefox
so if you're viewing it by I.E,
it may look abit weird.
-Her pleads-Y
Save the environment
I'm trying too. What about you?
I want to grow taller.
I want to shed off 20kg
No more everyday blues
-Me-Y
mY FRienDsteR pRoFiLe
My name is:
Joyce Ang Geok Ling
My Chinese name:
Hong Yuling
Also known as:
Reiko or Joyah
My age:
21
My Horoscope:
Cancer & Leo
My Zodiac:
Tiger
-Her Addiction-
-Hubby - Chen Weirong
-Her Loves-
-Family
-Friends
-Sleep/Napping
-The companion of love ones
-Attention (Majority loves that too right? =p)
-To hang out with my SingTel colleagues
-Sounds from the small water fountain
-STRAWBERRIES!!
-Shopping! I'm a shopaholic =p
Wishes:
-To own an apartment at East Coast
-To start my own business
-Have a career
-Own debut
-Car license
-A car
-My first SGD10,000
-Interest-
-Singing
-Piano
-Personal Grooming
-Kayaking
-Swimming
-Cycling
-Nap
-Nap + Suntan
-Star/Cloud gazing
-Camping
-Describe HER-
-Vainity
-Her bag of cosmetics
-Her long straight hair
-Constant whining about being fat
-Noisy & loud
-Crazy and very emotional
-Shy with strangers
-Petty
-Forgives but cannot forget
-Grumbles and mumbles a lot
-365 days, 7/1 whines non-stop
-Stingy
I've taken a few test and these are the answers
[I wonder if it's true....]:
At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.
In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.
-WORDS TO SAY-Y
Never give up in yourself.
Have efficiency in the things you do.
You make your own choices.
If you have to fight for the things you deserve, then do it. If not, who will?
A lot of things starts with, "I wish to do it" or "I don't wish to do it"
What everybody owns now comes out from the one who dares to create,
think and dream.
If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I am imperfect.
-Wishlist-Y
-Nose Job
-Double Eyelids
-Long Lashes
-Bigger Eyes
-Thinner Lips
-To be skinny/underweight
-To be tall
-Ipod
-Sony Ericsson W910
-More pocket money
-New clothes
-New stiletto heels
-New Guess Bag and wallet
-New cosmetics
-To be pampered
-Your say, The Verdict-Y
they pleaded her
GUILTY
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