Wednesday, October 07, 2009
2:46:00 PM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
today is my 4th day with Kyocera. ^^ It takes 1.5 hours to reach here from yishun. Far.
Hoping that life in here will be better each day *hopeful.
Like best fren, took a power nap during lunch.. even dreamt about things...
In the dream, C came over to see me.. later on baby came over too.. then we were told to head to somewhere else.. so.. baby gave me a big grin and stretched out his hand and as per normally, I gave back the grin and happily took his hand but then... wondering should i have done that..
well.. sad to say.. yeap. We're on our own now.. I do miss him occasionally although I'm busy and stuff.. Life is great. *mixed feelings.. Hopefully everything will go smoothly from now..
kekeke.. lucky star lucky star, fly your way upon my path, for i wished that like any other, i'll be lucky enough
stupid. lolx
Thursday, September 10, 2009
11:56:00 PM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T: This colourgenics test really tells how I'm feeling right now
Colorgenics Number: 61532470
Enough is enough - and you feel that you've had enough for a while. You don't need any more battles. You just would like to be able to shout 'stop' and experience a little peace and calm - even if it be only for a little while. This doesn't mean that you need to cut yourself off from the rest of the world - it just means that you are seeking some respite, some physical or emotional relaxation that could release some of the the tension and possibly reduce the internal conflict.
You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.
Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!
It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.
There is an inherent fear that you may be prevented from achieving the things you want. This activates your subconscious desire for peace of mind and mental security. It is increasingly obvious to you that the environment that you are in is not conducive to your well-being and so you are seeking fresh fields - somewhere free of conflict where you can RELAX and THINK.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
12:28:00 AM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
I am trying so hard to catch up with time.. But time does not wait neither does it slows down.. I'm so friggin tired. Totally screwed.
Mumps looked a like lyphm nodes.. SUX! TERRIBLE! I'm feeling so drained because of it. So many sleepless nights..
Changing of places again and again. It is good to settle in one place so THAT I CAN CONCENTRATE ON IT AND EVERYTHING ELSE. WHY BOTHER TO PUT ME SOMEWHERE else when I'm just doing all the mundane things AGAIN? Might as well just leave me there learning doing things which I can feel I am useful enough rather than being an AH SUM RIGHT? ='( Ended up I DID NOT LEARN ANYTHING NEW AT ALL. WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL ABOUT THAT PLACE?
To not social so that I do not have to greet and so I can avoid answering who is he/she and so that I can avoid another quarrel again. I'm tired. Tired of having to avoid, tired of pretend to not know anybody, tired to pretend that we use to be good friends and yet I know everyone is leaving me and all who had their new found friends. And what am I? Because I have chosed to avoid and therefore I have to accept the consequences. Do I look like some senseless or emotionless creature to you? Maybe I do.. but.. I'M NOT! I'm sensitive! I need everybody too.
Every morning, the moment I stepped into this place, it tells me, education's value is only for monetary purposes. It no longer holds the value of being wise for a good cause but more like being wise for the greed and money cause.
I cant stop thinking about the things that run through my thoughts. I'm tired.. Tired to question about what going on with life and where is the purpose. Although I have no thoughts of suicide, but seriously, I find no purpose in it. Not anymore.. But then life still goes on and I'm just like any other who might be thinking, whats the purpose? Why are there news that kids are killing their parents, kids being violent, some committed suicide, some abusing them and probably many more..
Why does stories of the olden days sound so carefree? Although it's tough but life is simple and happy. When there's food, clothes and shelter, they seem contented. Why cant people feel contented like that? How can I free myself from the greed which accumulates everytime?
To live is tiring. To find a purpose is tiring too.
I am so out of point.. From venting.. it turns to "emo-ing"..
sux.
I'M TIRED!!trying hard to R.I.P x.X
12:23:00 AM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
sux... feeling so upset right now.. Couldnt hand in my assignment on time. sux hell now. =(
for the past few months since mid july, nothing good has happened.
Sick, stressed and worst of all, all things to happen together. =( How to cope all these? Who can understand? I just need a little more peace.. T.T
I hate it when I can't blame anyone else except me, myself for being a jinx.
SUX I HATE EVERYTHING*cries
Saturday, August 01, 2009
1:24:00 AM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
=( I think pathetic is the best word to describe what I am and how I feel.
Have been down on my luck since mid-month.
Sux hell man. Damn depressed.
Although the ups and downs are
inevitable, the depressing part of it always manange to creep into my head for my to think about it. =(
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
10:48:00 AM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
oh gosh..
I didn't know that I was so terribly on the "emo" side during the past..
tsk tsk..
Luckily.. things have been better now..
Thursday, June 18, 2009
12:30:00 AM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
I think I'm just too stress over too many things at a time..
*tired*
Teach me how to juggle studies, work, love ones and friends.
If everything is really so easy.. I won't be so vexed..
If I will listen, I won't be so vexed.
If he will understand, I won't be that vexed
If everybody understands, I think there's nothing much anymore
If only... What's the point of hoping for the impossible?
Thursday, April 16, 2009
2:48:00 PM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T:
It's either you join in the politics or you play dumb.
I think the worst part about being here is that there are lots of "white lies".
Sux. What a dumb choice.
Smaller private companies are still better than these monstrous place.
Friday, March 20, 2009
10:59:00 AM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T: Journey on the bus
Sunday, 8th March 2009Mom's comin back from her Shanghai trip. Went to T3 to meet her at the departure hall..During the journey on the bus to there, I kept thinking about a lot of things.. About the present, future and past. School is definitely something I miss during the last 6 years of my life. Going back involves lots of thinking and I don't know why. Whether it's either the financial problem that's bothering me orthe failing in papers part. Thinking bout what happened during Os is one of the another problem. It feels damn right sucky. arghThe past six years I'm stuck in being 17 in my mind.. Nothing really changes much.. Neither do I think my mind grows any mature than that.-end-20th March 2009Called Janice to ask about the approval. wOOtx! Got it =D So next month I'm gonna start my course on "Financial Management". =DI'm so excited and nervous about school =D and lots of worrying to do I think. =(I really hope that life can be easier on me.. Being in another section is really something different and I think I'm happier too. =D Hopefully I don't mess up anything and that the next few months during my stay here everything goes smoothly. =D I'm gonna miss this section when I move on to the next one =(-end-
10:55:00 AM Y
The Story of Strawberry & Chocolate
♥ P O S T: 20th March 2009
Taken from the website: www.goldinuniverse.com
Name: Joyce
Date: 3/19/2009
Colorgenics Number: 34561207
Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.
You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.
It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.
The WitnessY
J O Y C E
-from a French word meaning "joy"
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so
Click here if you hate it.
I edited the blogskin using Firefox
so if you're viewing it by I.E,
it may look abit weird.
-Her pleads-Y
Save the environment
I'm trying too. What about you?
I want to grow taller.
I want to shed off 20kg
No more everyday blues
-Me-Y
mY FRienDsteR pRoFiLe
My name is:
Joyce Ang Geok Ling
My Chinese name:
Hong Yuling
Also known as:
Reiko or Joyah
My age:
21
My Horoscope:
Cancer & Leo
My Zodiac:
Tiger
-Her Addiction-
-Hubby - Chen Weirong
-Her Loves-
-Family
-Friends
-Sleep/Napping
-The companion of love ones
-Attention (Majority loves that too right? =p)
-To hang out with my SingTel colleagues
-Sounds from the small water fountain
-STRAWBERRIES!!
-Shopping! I'm a shopaholic =p
Wishes:
-To own an apartment at East Coast
-To start my own business
-Have a career
-Own debut
-Car license
-A car
-My first SGD10,000
-Interest-
-Singing
-Piano
-Personal Grooming
-Kayaking
-Swimming
-Cycling
-Nap
-Nap + Suntan
-Star/Cloud gazing
-Camping
-Describe HER-
-Vainity
-Her bag of cosmetics
-Her long straight hair
-Constant whining about being fat
-Noisy & loud
-Crazy and very emotional
-Shy with strangers
-Petty
-Forgives but cannot forget
-Grumbles and mumbles a lot
-365 days, 7/1 whines non-stop
-Stingy
I've taken a few test and these are the answers
[I wonder if it's true....]:
At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.
In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.
-WORDS TO SAY-Y
Never give up in yourself.
Have efficiency in the things you do.
You make your own choices.
If you have to fight for the things you deserve, then do it. If not, who will?
A lot of things starts with, "I wish to do it" or "I don't wish to do it"
What everybody owns now comes out from the one who dares to create,
think and dream.
If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I am imperfect.
-Wishlist-Y
-Nose Job
-Double Eyelids
-Long Lashes
-Bigger Eyes
-Thinner Lips
-To be skinny/underweight
-To be tall
-Ipod
-Sony Ericsson W910
-More pocket money
-New clothes
-New stiletto heels
-New Guess Bag and wallet
-New cosmetics
-To be pampered
-Your say, The Verdict-Y
they pleaded her
GUILTY
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